Everything is over when i wake up

Sick

2010-10-06T16:30:00.001+08:00

Hi blog. It sucks to be sick :( I have been vomiting for 4 times within 2h ytd. Finally decided to visit the doctor for medicine. I guess I am feeling much better now just that I have no appetite for eating.

Boohoo. I feel sleepy again.

Back to blogging!

2010-10-04T13:21:00.001+08:00

Hi. I am finally back to blogging cause I realize that we can blog with iPhone so why not! It's so convenient! Maybe no one is reading my blog anymore but who cares right! I can read it in the future.

Anyways, it's holiday now! (: Shi Jia is going to come over and bake cheesecake later! I am so excited about it! Hehe.

Okay, I don't know what to post anymore. I feel like a newbie here posting!

Bye all!

I need to get it over.

2010-06-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

BOO. I AM BACK to blogging. okay, feels super weird to even blog again cause it's been 123456789 years since i blogged. Guess i am really :( that's why i even remember about this blog i had.

Anyways, just a lil update. I am in Ngee Ann Poly Acc course now. And, it's holiday now so i am busy working in xcel. Having XTC now, super stressed as a team head but i must buck up for my team.

It's just depressing to know that they thinks that way about me and especially you who didn't even cover me up. But i guess it's fine cause to you, you always think that it's my fault too for us being this way.

do you really feel that it's my fault too? i thought you would be different from those 3. So much for being my ldr.

i feel really miserable right now.

2009-10-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

This is my 500th post for my blog and it has to be a bad one. I know i said i will not blog. But i need to get this off my chest. Blah.

My father had been (scold?nag?complain?) at me non-stop for this week. Or maybe ever since i got back my prelims result slip. He never used to scold me so often.

He complains when he see me using the phone when he came home but i was just on the phone for 1 min. He complains about me watching tv. He complains about me using the computer. He complains that i don't study. He complains that i don't know how to cook. He complains that i don't help my mum. He complains about me not sleeping early. He complains everything about me. Yay.

"Look at your brother, he is studying and you are watching tv."

When i do my work, he don't see it. When i play or watch tv, it would be the time that he will reach home. I don't know why the timing is always just right. Then, he would scold me. I am so sick of it. I am always the one getting scolded just because of my results and because i am a girl.

My father has a mentality that a girl MUST know how to cook and do household chores. Old people -.-' Then why can't he say that girls don't need to be so smart since we just have to cook and do house work. ZzZz.

Blah blah blah. Its always me.

I better go sleep now in case he wakes up and scold me for using the computer again.

2009-09-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

I am not going blog again till O levels end since my life is going to be so boring till O level ends too. Don't bother coming back here! D:

Books are my best friends now. No, they must be!

I have so many little thoughts now that i don't even know where to start. Well, at least i still have my other little note.

HIATUS state! BYE!

2009-09-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

LIFE IS SO BORING.
ITS HOLIDAYS AND I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. ~~YAY.~~
O LEVEL IS IN 40+ DAYS TIME. OMG.
I am still getting this feeling : nevermind la, still got time what. relax la -.-'

Anyways, the main point of this post was to say..

I WANT TO PLAY MONOPOLY. DAMMIT. I WANT TO BUILD HOUSES AND HOTELS :(
AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!!!

I played monopoly with Hui Min, Jing Yu and Ming Whee on Sunday. Its was so boring. Not even a single person got to build any houses or anything cause everyone refused to sell their properties ._.

Oh, the photos for Si Ying's birthday? Can i post it another day? Paiseh. I think i will drag till O levels is over. Lol.

I think i am going to stop blogging soon. Or maybe, i should just lock up my blog completely since there is going to be nothing till O levels is over(i think). Ah, this is dumb.

I got to go and complete my english comprehension for now. If not Ms Yew will scream at us tommorow. Bye!

Oh, you wasted like 2minutes or less reading this whole shit. Even i don't even know what i was typing. I was simply just ranting :P

ME WANNA PLAY MONOPOLY!

2009-09-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

Insecure. I feel like backing out. I feel like running away from this. Sorry.

2009-09-01T01:24:00.003+08:00

I lost control of my emotions just now and didn't even know what i was talking about. But well, it ended. Just like that. I know i would regret this but i deserved it what. Byebye.

2009-08-31T23:39:00.003+08:00

I had Adam Khoo Booster session today. Woohoo. I feel so motivated not.
I WANT TO ~~STUDY!~~

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I feel so dumb just now. Oh, give me that its your fault face for all you want, cause i don't care anymore.

And, what happened to its not entirely your fault what, don't blame yourself too much. Like what the hell. Thats so different. Irony.

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Why does the 4 of you quarreling got to do with me?
Its not like the both of them didn't know each other in the first place.
They knew each other even before i knew one of them in the first place. Hello? How can i leave a bad impression of her when she already had a bad one before? And, even if she had a good one, how much can my words change it -.-''
Stop dragging me in.

2009-08-30T02:56:00.002+08:00

I am so freaking pissed with my computer and internet explorer now. It cannot open youtube, blogger and facebook. But I am still online ._.
p.s. I am typing this is Mircosoft Words 2007 at 2.15am now, don’t know when the hell I am going to post this tomorrow but whatever.

This week was crazy. Instead of going night studies for various subject, I had night studies for 3D animation since Monday till Friday. Right after school till 9pm every day. Sickening. But whatever, to the hell with 3D animation coursework! (: It’s over but I don’t feel happy cause I accumulated so much night studies homework these few days.

Crazy Homework list:

6 physics paper (okay, 5 of the papers were given long ago, but Mrs Fong wants us to hand in on Thursday. All 6 of them and I haven’t done any of it. Just some parts of the paper here and there. )
2 Chemistry paper
2 Emaths paper (done :D)
1 Amaths paper (done :D)
1 Geography Paper
1 Social Studies Paper
1 Chinese Paper
1 English composition

Ah, this is so sickening. So much work to do, so little time. Yet, I am still wasting my time away on the computer. Motivation, where are you?

Anyways, I went overnight studying on Friday with Hui Min, Jing Yu, Ming Whee and Kenneth. Hui Min left at 12am+ because her father wasn’t happy. Kenneth left at 2am because he couldn’t take it and felt sleepy. Leaving Ming Whee, Jing Yu and me there to rot. Ming Whee practically went berserk around 3am. I was drooling all over the table since 2am because I couldn’t take it – I was sleeping la, but I didn’t drool -.-‘’

I slept and woke up, slept and woke up for don’t know how many times._. My brain wasn’t functioning that day too. Even Kenneth could solve the Amaths question that I couldn’t do. Lol. Anyways, if you people are going overnight study, never go to 201 Mac. There are no toilets for you to use after 12am!!! Damn, I held my pee for 6hours?!?! Left immediately at 6am and collapsed on my bed :D

Woke up at 5pm+, had a choice to meet either Yu Ying or Pauline to study overnight. End up meeting none because I rejected Yu Ying first. Then Pauline was busy the next day so it was cancelled. So boring but I finished up the half done Emaths papers and Amaths paper myself just now :D

I feel tired already. Yay, time to sleep. I hope. Bye.

Replay, it’s fine. It’s fine. It’s going to be alright.
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Not going, not buying because it gives another ray of hope and it would make it mean a lot to him. Just like what he said.
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Just like using an eraser, I am going to erase the memories and everything because they didn’t belong here in the first place.

2009-08-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

Tommorow's the deadline for 3D animation and I am glad to say that i am almost done with my journal :)
I think.

Anyways, i am drained to the max. Physically and mentally.
7am - 9pm , sucks.
Facing the computer from 2pm-9pm sucks.
Computer sucks, but i am still using the com after i come home ._.

I have tons of work piling up cause i am skipping night studies for 3D animation coursework.
I am so dead.

Yeah, all of them told me the same thing. Let go, and you will be better. But, it isn't easy you know? Cause you don't know the reason why.

2009-08-20T21:55:00.001+08:00

PRELIMS AND O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL WAS FINALLY OVER ~~~
Yeah, but i screwed both of them. Double yay-ness.
Oh, i got a freaking B3 and merit for oral for Chinese O level. Wait, its triple yay-ness now?

Anyways, i have to stay back every single day for 3D animation for tomorrow and the whole of next week till 5.45pm. Good? Nah, there is still night studies commencing from next week onwards. And, it starts at 6pm-9pm.
7am-9pm in school, this is the best life ever.
Now, this is worth five yays.
Yay, yay, yay, yay, yay.

Last stretch for animation journal, 31 August 2009, the final deadline. O-m-g. My file is 111 pages now but its all shit stuff inside. Damn, there is still a lot more research to be done and more tutorials to be done. Reverse engineering rocks D:

I WANT TO.........

Buy a lot and a lot of things. Shower me with $$$! :(
Buy a ~~handphone~~ cell phone strap but i dunno whether i am going to use it a not. Just feel like buying it.
Buy a wallet, a long wallet with one clear folder or more so that i can put Kim Hyun Joong's photo there! And, my wallet is super old! :(
Watch movie, like any. Cause the last time i watch was.. a million years ago? (hehe, i am going to watch UP tomorrow and be amazed by the Maxon's 3D skills ._.)
Eat fruit tarts, cakes, desserts, etc. Cause i feel like it :P
Complete my 3D animation journal by tonight with the help of some fairy godmother. Like this will ever happen. Boring!

Oh, career seminar tomorrow! Most of my classmates are wearing uniforms so i am just going to wear that too :) My class is always STANDING OUT FROM THE REST. Just like our class tee print.
Stupid blogger, stupid facebook. Everything is not working!

Tell, so that you don't have to lie. Tell, and you would hurt someone. Ah, whatever. I am not doing anything anymore.

2009-08-15T23:04:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, its just plain irritating that you don't get it.
From someone whom i thought i could trust,
someone whom i thought i could depend on,
someone whom i regarded as the person who knows me the best,
to nothing.

Expectations come naturally, don't they?
Just like hopes.

I better get out of this shit by tommorow cause its going to be Jia Ying's birthday and i don't want to spoil the mood of everyone.

2009-08-12T16:52:00.001+08:00

Hi. I just took 2 alien papers today.

2009-08-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

SHU TING: Its prelims tommorow leh. Heavy subject, SS leh!!!!! Plus emaths which you are a noob at it now cause you don't even know how to do the simple Commonwealth papers!!

SHU TING's mind: You just said its prelims-.-'' Study for what, also not O level._. Relax laaaaaaaa, noob.

SHU TING: Wah lau, die liao lo. You don't want to start studying.

I cannot get into studying mood.
I haven't started revising my emaths, but i don't plan to. Maybe just read through the emaths book. SS is like... can i study for 1 theme? And hope that i am that smart and spot the right one? Nah, fat hope cause i think i am be super unlucky.

Byebye! I am back to fb which is super laggggggg.

I better start studying after i bath later cause i don't want to disappoint myself with the fugly underlines in the report book.

Thats just your speciality right. Just when i am about to forget.

2009-08-07T22:17:00.001+08:00

I am super duper tired. I feel guilty for not studying(but i am not doing anything about it).

I went out with my Gim Ann King Daddy and Yong Zheng on Thursday to buy Yi Ming Queen Bitch's present (:
I think we walked the whole of Singapore? Lol. I had no idea where we were going, was merely following them blindly. But we really went a lot of places, from Tampines Mall, Tampines 1, Orchard's new mall, Ion, some other malls and walked all the way to Dhoby Ghaunt, Plaza Sg, then to Bugis. 2pm - 9pm leh. Siao. My legs were aching like mad when i got home.

National Day celebration in school was boring except for the part that we had to do some NE message thing. Our class was so joke. We were pratically not following what we were supposed to do and drew pigs-H1N1, birds-H5N1(which don't look like bird), balance scale, people of different colours, etc.

I went out with Gu Xie, Koh Lean, Wen Rui, Hui Wen and one of Hui Wen's friend during the evening for dinner. Celebration for Hui Wen's birthday was a disaster. But well, we still got to meet up. Parted off, but i didn't felt like going home. So i ended up meeting Gu Xie and Koh Lean again for a while, and i got a free ice cream treat. Heh.

Heh, i think i am sick, i feel great after punching people. Okay, at least, i vented some of my frustrations. I punched Gu Xie like crap today but he didn't complain. Lol.
Anyways, i can't believe that he and Koh Lean can do 10 + pull up. Like, O-M-G.

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Blogger is so irritating. Why is there no colour and everything. Stupid blogger, you suck. Just like me.
Facebook is so irritating too. I cannot get into Restaurant City!!!

Going out from tommorow afternoon till night D:
Omg, see, i am going to be able to study again. So i should study now. now. now. now. now. Okay, this doesn't work.

I am tired, very. But i want to watch my Mike He later!! Huan Huan Ai!
Good, i can collapse on my bed and sleep like a pig later (:
Nowadays, i feel tired easily. Compared to last few days i mean.

Actually, i am supposed to be studying now. But i don't feel the NEED and URGENCY to study. I am just slacking around D: D: D:
Shu Ting is going to do badly for her Prelims. Duh.

OH OH OH OH OH, I FELT SO RELIEVED AND HAPPY WHEN I HANDED OVER THE FILE TO MR LEE ON THURSDAY. LIKE SHUANG MAN.

p.s. Crying makes one happy, i don't know why.

why now, after i fell so hard.

2009-08-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

I am consumed by exhaustion and i love it (:

Good nights world!

2009-08-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

I AM NOT CRAZY LA, I SWEAR.

Someone spammed me all these on msn,

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you
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Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you
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Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you
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Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Heh, Pauline send me a sms just now too ._.
Now, the whole world thinks i am not ok like that :/
I AM OKAY, I AM ALRIGHT. I AM NOT GOING CRAZY, JUST CRANKY, JOKING.

Anyways, i screwed up my practical by abit i guess? Maybe a lot. There were lots of variations for the answers, so confusing o.o
But what to expected, i slept for 1h and didn't study for it at all. Thanks to 3D animation. YAY,love it.

Shit, there is still 12345678 gantt chart to be done tonight before the final final submission tomorrow.
It was actually today, yet, Mr Lee just extended it like that. We stayed up for nothing. But if i were to think it positively, i should said at least he made me did quite a lot :S

Bye, depression and frustration start all over again from now.

2009-08-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hi, I am officially a loser.

Depression and frustration starts when you do 3D animation.

BYE.

2009-08-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

Actually, i shouldn't be blogging cause i have a pile of work waiting for me to do :/
~~School rocks!~~
But back to the point, i keep blogging nowadays cause it makes me happy (:
Oh, i am not going crazy la. People thinks that i am going to breakdown any moment cause of my blog post recently.
&I am affecting people around me to go sad too. Bad news.
I am going to pick myself up like what King Daddy said! :D
For myself, for others :)

Class photo tommorow at 2.45pm in school.
Theme: Children --- by Rebecca Auw Husband ._.
Dental tommorow at 3.30pm at ubi.
I just realised that it clashed. And my dental is damn busy la, everytime i try to change appointment, they tell me 1 month later then can go. I wonder what will they say when i call in tomorrow to tell them that i will be late. Heh.
I still need to bring 2 soft toys tommorow! How to go dental and school with it! D:

Prelim exams start on this wednesday.
S-c-r-e-w-e-d. But i will start studying on wednesday after i submit my 3D journal. Chiong ah!

Chinese O level results on monday if i am not wrong.
S-c-a-r-y. Heh, but i am not expecting an A1 to pop out, unless there is a miracle. LOL.

I am going out on Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. All because of the same reason but with alot of different people on everyday but cannot mention it now. So i am even more s-c-r-e-w-e-d.
I have to grab every single second i have to study! D:

I haven't been sleeping well recently. And YY says its because there are alot of things running through my mind even when i am sleeping thats why i wake up every 1/2h since last Saturday. I swear i really did woke up every 1/2h or 1h.
I tried sleeping at 2am at Pauline's house that day. I just stared around till 3.30am without sleeping. Then, i went to do work till 6am in the morning without even yawning once. I slept at 7am. Woke up at 8am, 9am, 10am, 11am, 11.30am, 12pm, 12.10pm, 12.25pm, 12.40pm, 12.55pm, 1.30pm, 2pm, 3pm. Then finally, 3.30pm. I gave up and woke up.
F.y.i, i only slept 15h or so for the past 3/4 days. I lost count cause its so freaking messy. I don't even know if that is considered sleep time anot.

Bye, i got to do English comprehension and maybe abit of journal first if not i am going to die tommorow chionging them with Yu Ying, Jing Yu and Justin online till dunno what am again.

Those eyes of yours, reminded me of the past me. I swear. But i don't know what to do to resolve this problem. I am a coward. Bye.

2009-08-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hi, i just walked home from Pauline's house which is near Dunman Sec (:
I feel great, cause i sort out some thinking of my own that i had for the past few days, weeks, months?
Although there are still some which are still left undecided, but i am sure i will get it someday.

1) I will never have hopes in others, cause they might disappoint me. I will only have hopes in myself cause i wouldn't want to disappoint myself (:

2) I would rather have regrets than disappointment. Regrets > Disappointment.

I am damn bloated now. Either i eat a lot or i eat very little nowadays. I am weird(no, i am not John Lee). LOL.

Anyways, i got myself a DADDY, Gim Ann!!!
QUEEN BITCH, I FOUND A KING BITCH FOR YOU!

Okay, i better go and bath now. Then, i will complete my SS SEQ and some other work if i am not tired before sleeping (:

Good nights!

P.S to YY and Gim Ann. I am okay (:

2009-08-02T02:39:00.001+08:00

I keep crying at little little things. I'm a loser.

2009-08-02T02:15:00.002+08:00

I forgot to say this just now.

I think my family really help me a lot at times. I'm such a loser.

On friday, i asked Pauline to help me colour my storyboard. Then, my twin brother, Wei Chong offered to help me too. Friday night, i was chionging my boards. My mother woke up at 2am and helped me to paste double side tape on every single storyboards and foam boards and some other stuff. There were 40 over of them. Then, my mother asked my big brother to help my cut foam board cause it was so freaking thick and hard. My big brother helped me cut from 3 am - 4 am. Then, my mother stayed up with me from 2 am - 6 am. Then, she didn't went back to sleep when i slept. She was busy washing my big brother's army clothes. I feel so bad. This isn't the first time my mother helped me so much. Secondary 2 art exams also like that :/

2 weeks ago, when i was freaking sick and my fever couldn't go down. She sat beside me for almost the whole night, changing towels every now and then, cause my bloody fever remained at 38.6 degree celsius after coming down from 39.3 degree celsius.

I feel so bad to my mother :(

I am a bad daughter.

These 2 posts make me feel like crying.

Many things kept running through my mind nowadays. And they never fail to make me cry and laugh at those memories.

2009-08-01T23:50:00.003+08:00

I'm finally out of my house(except going to school) after 2 weeks? But i am in Pauline's house.

Still inside a house. Heh, boring.

Thursday-Saturday (30/07/09-01/08/09)

I was chionging 3D animation boards from Thursday to Saturday morning. I slept at 4am on Friday and woke up at 6.30am to go school. 2 hours of sleep. Shiok -.-'' Some animators and i stayed back in school till 8pm to finish up our boards. But i didn't finish, so i end up bringing it home to do till 6am in the morning before sleeping till 9am. I left house for school again and came home at 12pm. Collapsed on my bed till 6.30pm and went out for dinner with family at Rama Thai. Then, we headed for my godmother's house cause it was her birthday. Now, i am Pauline's house. She is doing work and i am slacking -.-''

I feel damn depressed doing 3D animation. I keep saying that I am a loser. I think i said and typed it more than 5o times for the past 3 days.

I am tired but i can still hang on for awhile. 7 hours of sleep for more than 48 hours.

I will finish my speech and a set of chemistry paper before sleeping later (:

Anyways, i am really touched by people now. Even though, prelims are coming. Everyone is stressed up on their own, they are still so concern about me. I really love you people. Thanks for all the encouragements and concern!

Joanna; Even though, you don't say it out, i know that you are concerned about me. Thanks! And i really really touched that you came to school early with me on that Tuesday to do animation with me even though you were done with your own. I love you too! (: I know that we always kao pei and suan each other, but thats just our way of encouraging each other. Thanks (:

Jia Ying; Thank for the encouragement! Yeah, i will try to be not so stressed out! Jiayous in your studies too! (: You always know what me and ang are thinking or feeling about. I really appreciate that.

Jia Yi; Jiayous in your dnt! I will take my meals regularly! Don't worry, that day was just chionging work, thats why i didn't eat (:

Pauline; Thanks for the random smses to encourage me in 3d and other work.

Wen Rui; Yeah, i am well already except for the coughing part. See you on Friday! Work hard for your prelims too! & you always have inside information of me when i didn't tell you. So cool.

I feel like a bad friend to them. They are always encouraging me but i didn't even bothered about them. I am always feeling stressed out my own that i forgot about others. I am so sorry.

Sometimes, just a simple sms and action can make one happy and touched.

I finally under the line that people always say. Even little little things can make one happy and touched.

Anyways, i am not going to be a loser anymore after Wednesday cause i will hand up my 3D animation journal. Unless i screwed it up, which i most probably will. Then, i will continue being a loser. Yay, so i am going to work hard(i hope) so that i won't be a loser (:

因为没有期望，就不会失望。

I should have know better than it was a just a lie. Something you can't fulfill, something you said just for the sake of saying. Maybe i expected too much, maybe i shouldn't have any hopes at all. Cause it just bring another disappointment.

2009-07-30T22:58:00.002+08:00

Gg-fied.
I have to do finish 2 to 3 Presentation Boards by tommorow and there is Physics test tomorrow too.
I only did my title. There is stil the drawing of characters and storyboards. D-e-a-d.
YAY. Call me at 2am or 3am. I am sure i will be stll awake chionging these crap.

On a side note, i finally finish my hands-on for animation clip. I am so happy with myself. At least it is completed with reasonable video quality and audio? (:
YAY.

~~I LOVE ANIMATION!~~

2009-07-26T21:09:00.003+08:00

I need a break, seriously.
but it seems like i have always been taking one.

Even when you are sick, homework never stops. ~~YAY~~

I miss my mother :(
Although she just left for Malaysia this morning and is coming back tommorow evening.

Back to work, i hope.

I need a shoulder to lean on and a hug.

When i stop to think back, its too late. Regrets. YY's line, I deserved it. Yeah, i really do.
I tried calling, but your phone was off. Heaven is playing a prank on me, telling me not to call you after i mastered up all my courage to do so. Joke.

2009-07-24T23:04:00.003+08:00

I keep getting on and off fever and my coughing haven't stop for the past 6 days. I keep getting headaches and feel like vomiting for the past 3 days. My body is failing on me.

My mother is worried that i might be the first H1N1 teenager who die ._.
Who knows, it might be true.
Just now, she is asking me whether i have the symptoms of those who died. She is so paranoid that she told me that the youngest case was 2o odd, then i told her, won't reach 10 odd one la :/
(I don't know i have h1n1, but i have been sick since last Saturday.)

Now my mother is coughing too, i feel so bad :/

3 years, and i haven't forget what you said. 240706, you told me, yes, you are still the one. you wrote I LIKE KAN SHU TING on the letter. Till now, i haven't forget.

2009-07-23T00:55:00.004+08:00

I feel scared for tommorow's 15min recording for 3D Animation.

If i screwed it up, i am really screwed.

Hope that the computer doesn't lag on me tommorow :(

Anyways, attendance for class was 20 odd yesterday.

Mask sucks. It makes me sweat like hell after wearing it.

Oh, the recess breaks are so cool.

I still don't get it why did you help last night.

Was it because it was not me who needed the help or was it because you were just concidentally online or was it because you were being nice again or was it because i don't know what else to say anymore.

2009-07-21T13:23:00.005+08:00

I woke up crying today, not because of a nightmare, but a really sweet(?) dream.
Till now, i still can't figure out why did i had that dream. I mean like at all times now after so many years then he wrote that letter?

Okay, lets just name the person holding the letter be A and the person who wrote the letter be B.
But, i am not really sure of the details already since it was a dream :/

I met A and he gave me this letter that B wrote even though he knew that it would change a whole lot of things after i read that letter that B wrote.
I read the letter that B wrote twice but i can only roughly remember a few lines from the letter now.

Shortly after i read it twice, I didn't even had the chance to ask A why the letter was with him or what-so-ever. My house phone rang. I picked up the call and tried to sleep again afterwards. It was useless. I couldn't get back to sleep, much less dream about the dream again.

This dream is so weird /:
- A and B doesn't even know each other in real life, thats what i think.
- A and B had some things in common.

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Anyways, my fever is gone with the wind! :D
But i am left with cough, a bit of flu and sore throat which hurts each time i tried to sallow something.

I am not sure about school's attendance today. But it should be better than yesterday's. It would be almost the whole class back to school again tommorow since there will be Ming Whee, Desmond, Gordon, Titus, Pin Kwang, Jeremy Chua, Valerie and Me(and maybe Huang Jie and Jing Yu) going back to school except for those who got 7 days MC like Justin, John and Estee. And 5 days MC for Richard till Friday. And Rebecca Auw who got MC till Wednesday.

Updated: Only 16/37 people went to school today! LOL. Jing Yu went to school today.

Back to ~~hell~~school tommorow! I wonder how much homework have i piled up again /:

P.S. Blogger has problems? I cannot colour the words, change the size or whatsoever. Unless i type in the code myself. Sickening!

P.S.S. I am off.

I know you are reading this. Perhaps not after yesterday.
Its rather funny how easy it was to convince myself that you are a liar instead of being reliable.
Trust, something hard to gain but easy to lose.
&I had very little of it to start with in you. Blame me for being unreasonable, but i can't help it. Thats me.

2009-07-20T11:48:00.002+08:00

Only 14 out of 37 of my classmates went to school today -.-
What the hell.

I went back to the doctor today again and i got mc for today and tommorow and also more medicine. Yay -.-''
I have been lying on my bed ever since Saturday afternoon except for the times that i need to go bath and eating medicine. And once on Saturday night to use com.

Once, my fever was so high that it hit 39.3 that i had to sit in the bath tub and spray cold water on myself for 15min. --- this was actually Pin Kwang's method to keep the temperature down. I still can't believe that i actually listened to him ._.

I am so going to lag behind for school work again especially 3D :/

My fever is coming back again soon. 37.4 for now.
Bye!

2009-07-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

S-I-C-K.

Fever + cough. &i can feel a sore throat coming too.
36.9 --> 38.1 --> 38.6 --> 36.1 Degree Celsius

There is 13 people from my class who are sick ._.

Valerie, Gordon, Jeremy Chua, Pin Kwang, Titus, Ming Whee, Desmond, Ying Heng, Huang Jie, Estee, Jordy and me. I forgot who is the other one. Lol.
But thats a lot of people, 12/37 of the 4D2 here already.

I wonder what will be our class's attendance on Monday ._.
People are spreading that maybe Mrs Neo will ask out whole class to not come school for the week. But what about Chinese O level Listening Comprehension? I wonder.

Anyways, i went to the doctor just now and i didn't get any MC.
She just told me if i am feeling well on Monday then i can go back to school. If not, i will have to go back the clinic again. Weird? Very.

I was supposed to go Pauline's house to study today but i ended up having this stupid fever. Sian.

Don't say you trust me when you don't. You make me feel disgusted and I find it even harder to trust you now. LIAR.

2009-07-13T01:07:00.007+08:00

HOMEWORK IS DRIVING ME NUTS especially chemistry cause i keep refering and refering ._.

Anyways, i cannot stay for long cause i still got lots of chemistry questions left to do and its 1.17am now. I didn't sleep in a lot for the weekend, so i think i will be very grouchy later in school.

I just wanted to blog this,

I was in the room doing work when both my younger brothers came in telling me that they were turning in to sleep. Then, my youngest brother farted right in front of my face. After that, he told me that, "At least i left something of me behind to accompany you to do work :)"

So should i be happy or what? Lol, i know, my brother is so cuteeeeeeeeeee -.-

Oh, i had a change of plans on Saturday. I went near my house to meet Danny, Hao Chuen and Austin for 15min. Yes, Austin is back. After that, i went to 201 to meet Qin Xuan to pack dinner and go her house eat :D Then, i went to Pauline's house to ~~do work~~sleep! We woke up in the afternoon to do instead D:

Byebye. I am tired, i need to sleep!

Talking is easy. You said, trust me. I don't think so.
If trusting was that easy, i would have changed 3 years back.

2009-07-11T18:34:00.003+08:00

Its Saturday and i am still at home :/
boring, i know.
but i am going to go over to Meinv's house later to stay over :D

Anyways, my parents went to Malaysia leaving me with my brothers.
I should have took the opportunity to go out can! Wasted :/

Tuesday - 070709

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM SANG BUM :D

O level Chinese oral was alright i guess?
The teacher asked me 2 questions about Plastic Surgery D:

Friday - 100709

The teachers packed us with zillions of homework ._.
& the best thing is... i don't know how to do them.
Especially the Science papers and even the Maths papers! :(

Homework list:

1 E.maths prelim paper -- ???
3 Sets of E.maths worksheets -- hard, hard, hard, hard, hard.
1 Amaths AHS Prelim paper
1 Chemistry 2005 Paper -- alien paper?
Physics 2008 Paper -- formulas?
3D animation Journal and Board :( -- my drawing sucks.
1 SS SEQ
Is there any others? Cause i think i missed out something. Oh, self-study -.- (this will never happen)

I stayed back with Jing Yu, Ming Whee and Huang Jie to do work and play in school. Its been so long since i stayed back with them too. Huang Jie said that yesterday too.

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Random-ness

#1.
I am sitting with Rebecca Auw husband and Jeremy Chua now.
Its so crazy in class.
I miss sitting with Yi Jia and Ting Xuan owner(yes, Ting Xuan, omg)

#2.
I am bored. I can't play Restaurant City and Pet Society.

#3.
My owner got me a another boyfriend.
He is cute, adorable and durable. LOL.
Now, i have 2 husband, 2 boyfriends. Haha.

#4.
2 more hours to go before my Boys Over Flowers get showed. I know, i watched it before already but its too nice to resist when it is being shown on TV :D
I love you, Kim Hyun Joong ♥

#5.
I got a bruise on my leg. I think its thanks to my husband.

2009-07-06T21:29:00.001+08:00

O-h-m-y-g-o-d.

CHINESE O LEVEL ORAL TOMORROW.

SHU TING, FIGHTING, YOU CAN DO IT!! :D

I don't know why, i feel nervous suddenly.
Perhaps, i didn't practice enough. Then, what am i doing here?!

Anyways, i spent Friday and Sunday night over at Pauline Meinv's house :D
funfunfunfunfunfunfun~
I did studied a bit okay! At least, i think i am trying to do work now. Instead of rotting there or play the computer there. Heh :D

Omg, i still have to stay back to do 3D together with Joanna after Chinese O level Oral tomorrow. Great. Great. Great. Life is so damn good.

A thought: When things happen, you tend to look at people from a different angle(mostly in a bad way).

I GOT TO GO READ MY CHINESE AND PACK MY BAG NOW! :)

GOOD NIGHT BLOG :D
I will blog again this weekend or friday unless... i really screwed my oral and need a place to vent my frustations or something cropped up or i feel like it (:

I don't know. I feel like i ought to tell you why, but when i tried to say it, i couldn't bring up any courage. I know, i am a coward.
Sometimes, i wished that you would scold me, for being selfish, for being this way.

2009-07-05T13:33:00.003+08:00

S-O-S!

I am so screwed.
I have not done anything fruitful since the school started.
I only make a point to finish up whatever homework the teacher give and thats what i called s-t-u-d-y-i-n-g.
How great can that be?
Prelims in 20+ days and O levels in 60+ days.
Screwed, screwed, screwed, shu ting you are screwed.

Anyways, i have been doing absolutely nothing for 3D animation even though i am the last few in class and there is the last session for modeling this coming thursday ._.
Hurray, shu ting.
I seriously have no motivation for this subject and i absolutely HATE it.
Even John is working so hard for it. (anyways, my blog is not dead after i blog today -.-)

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I just realised i have not blogged about my 1 patheic week of June holidays ._.

This is what i did:

I think i spent it mostly with Pauline Meinv. We either 'study' together or go play basketball.
I went out with Gu Xie, Wen Rui and Koh Lean to celebrate Wen Rui's birthday which falls on 1 July.
I went out with Ei Huan, Qin Xuan and Shelia to play basketball once and played pool, eat dinner and drank bacardi on both occasions that we met up.
One last thing, i went to watch Drag Me To Hell with Pauline, Rebecca, Eugene, Julian and Zai Yong. Seriously, i wouldn't watch another horror movie for no reason anymore. I think i ended up being the one who screamed the MOST in the whole threatre. The show barely started and i was the first to scream and also the last to scream in the whole threatre._. *claps for myself*

Boring, boring, boring. Shu Ting is boring :)

If you see me online, ask/remind/tell me to study okay.

2009-06-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TOMMOROW :(

I just realised that it isn't your fault, its my own problem. Sorry.
Maybe i cannot believe that there are really happy ending, so i choose to end it here.
It hurts, but it would hurt even more in the future when it all ends.
-
I am trying very hard to control my emotions.
I am sorry if i flare up to anyone these days.

2009-06-17T21:45:00.005+08:00

TUESDAY(16/06/09) ;

RED CROSS CAMP CUM BBQ FOR SENIORS AT AMELIA'S HOUSE ♥

There wasn't pictures for camp, its just another excuse for us to gather together while looking over the juniors! (: But i hope that Red Cross wouldn't just collapse like that, stay strong alright!

Ei Huan, Danica, Amelia, Roseanna, Qin Xuan, Shelia and I headed right to Amelia's house for BBQ! (:
I shall let the pictures do the talking since i am rushing for time and i am so lazy!

In Amelia's room while waiting for her to get ready!

& her room has so many inspirational quotes! omg! (:

Shelia(in chinese): In Amelia's room, i feel so inspired! lol.

so happy with the food that they cooked (:

I wanted to take the food but they insisted that i took them too -.-''

Shelia and her hotdog, sounded wrong. lol.

Ei Huan and her seaweed chicken!

Random food picture taken with Bacardi!

Me & Qin Xuan ♥

really missed her!

Roseanna and me (:

Hot dog with satay sauce! Nice leh!

Seaweed chicken with satay sauce! Even better! :D

Me holding the bacardi, i swear i didn't drink it. Yah right -.-'

Anyways, the food was really sumptuous and cheap! (:

We had hotdogs, crabsticks, seaweed chicken, chicken wings, satay, otah, prawns, marshmallow, sweet potatoes, corn, man tou(funny right, thats eh and amelia for you!), 12 cans green tea, 1 1.5l of peach tea and 4 bottles bacardi! :D

The 7 of us only had to pay $12.50 each for everything!

There are still leftovers la! hahaha (:

I want go swim and BBQ at Amelia 'shouse again too!

Oh, don't forget our end of year Genting trip together ♥

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Today - Wed (17/06/09)

I went ahead with Li Jin to watch Ghost Of Girlfriends Past despite Joanna and Jia Ying's negative comments for the movie. I don't get why Undram can sleep in the theatre!

The movie was sweet ♥ This really prove how much i like romance movie (:

They just give you a sweet feeling inside after every movie! Hehe.

Thanks for the day girl! I am really glad that we were able to talk after so long! Lets meet up more okay! (:

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Pauline called me detective a few days back cause i was so kpo and loves to check things out especially about others love story! LOL.

Anyways, i got to check on another case now, so i got to go!

p.s. don't bother asking me who's love story i have gotten if it is a secret i need to keep for a friend! :D

p.s.s. but if you are smart and know who i don't like and do not really know it from the person him/herself, then you have found the right person! wahahahahahaha.

I feel evil, but whatever!

Somehow, its seem to be telling me that I shouldn't let go. Why does it happens every time? Each time i make a resolution to give up, there got to be someone or something telling me to not do so. My determination, sucks.

2009-06-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Reflection for myself, you people don't have to read it if you don't want to.

I think i am such a bad friend, i celebrated 2 of my friends birthday with this ' :( ' inside me.
But i swear, i tried my best to make it a perfect one for them i think.

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Knowing more secrets about people recently within such a short period of time, knowing more truths about the past, makes me wonder, makes me ponder about the different things in life.

How fast people change their feelings, how much one can do for someone they like, how much it hurts to know the fact of some things, how much its hurts when your hopes for 3 years was crushed within one night.

These make me tired of life, but I still have to move on cause there is still a long way to go. I know.

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I swear i have screwed up my studies especially 3D animation and the best part is, i am not making any effort to improve them. I just complain and procrastinate more and more each day.
I really feel like giving up on studies and just find a rich man to marry and feed me next time -.-''
But, that would be really stupid and hopeless of me. Might as well just die.

-

I am getting less sensitive to others' feelings and thoughts. How great is that, but i can't help it.

-

I give up. Stop asking me to not let go or hold on to it cause this really drains me out. Sorry, J.U.A, i can't do it anymore.

-

I am getting more emo and pessimistic about life each day, this is bad but i can't help it.

2009-06-14T22:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINE TEO MEINV :D
hope you enjoyed your 2 surprises ! (:

I am lazy to type everything thats has happened today, perhaps another day or maybe not.
Or maybe you can head down to www.turn-me-upside-down.blogspot.com to check out what has happened when meinv blogged (:

2009-06-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

Before i forget about this, someone(i shall not mention who but i didn't even talk to her before i think, its just damn random, haha) told Edwina HCB this.

Edwina and a girl sat beside each other during lesson,

Someone: Eh, you got any new gossip anot?
Edwina: No.
Someone: Later you going out with Shu Ting right? Ask her leh, she got a lot one.

Edwina told me on Monday when we went KBox.

I didn't know my news of bitchy-ness/gossip/etc could spread that far.

Okay, i am so going back to the grouchy and easy pissed off mood.
Run further if you don't want to be the victim.

2009-06-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

Monday - 08/06/09

I went to ehub's K BOX with danica dimple and edwina HCB :D
We did a lot of catch up with each other after not going out for abcdefg years! :)
sighs, i miss ltc'o8 camp with them and my queen bitch!!

I fell in love with by 2's song, 我知道 :)
omg, the mtv is super touching and nice la!
Watch it below! See, i made it so convenient for you people to see it.
Okay, actually i want to see it myself too -.-''

anyways, the guy in the video look quite nice, BUT not as nice as Kim Hyun Joong ♥

Tuesday - 10/06/09

I wanted to skip school but my mother said just go when i asked her the previous night.
Then, i woke up with a freaking headache and my mother thought i was bluffing her cause i wanted to skipped school and made me go to school -.-''
Luckily, the headache was almost gone when i reached school :D

I wasn't prepared for the 3D animation exams at all and it was the last 2 sessions already so i made a request to mr lee together with Yu Ying to skipped today's session and have a make up on Saturday :D
Yes, heaven was helping me, so i was granted this :D
& we saved half of the class who was not ready yet too :)

Made a last minute decision to go play arcade with Julian Joker before his training after i got home.
omg, i am spending so much $$$ on arcade games again! but its FUN! :D

Wednesday - 07/06/09

2 period of amaths, recess, 2 period of emaths.
Crazy or what? Lucky, there wasn't anything to learn during emaths. It was just doing practice papers :)
&its the same lesson tmr too -.-''

Wanted to stay back to practice for 3d with stupidity ang but there was so many problems going into the 3d lab that we gave up and went home. Waste of time!

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RANDOM-NESS:

#1.
I still cannot sleep at night!
Newspaper reading doesn't work anymore, boohoo to it.

#2.
I got a playlist of Korean songs in my blog! Most of it are Boys Over Flowers's song ♥

#3.
I ♥ Kim Hyun Joong.

#4.
I am so excited for Friday cause Yi Jia is going to help me paints my nails (:
yes yes yes, pretty nails! :D

#5.
I can't wait for this week to end! (:

#6.
I am tired already, bye!

Those comforting words, i don't hear them anymore.

2009-06-07T01:43:00.004+08:00

I haven't been blogging any proper posts recently, so here is one! :D

I can't remember what i did for each of the day so i shall just blog about the ones that i remember! (:

Sunday ; 24/05/08
I went to shop for Joanna Ang's present with Jia Ying at Vivo. We walked till 4h or so before we managed to find the wallet for her!
p.s. thats the reason why we keep telling you our legs damn pain :P

Jia Ying lao gong and me :D

25-31/05/08
Chinese intensive revision everyday ._.
But more like Boys Over Flowers (BOF) intensive revision for me cause i was chionging to watch finish BOF, heh.

Anyways, chinese intensive lesson were boring except the fact of BOF stuff that kept the whole row awake x.x
Joanna came up with a way of practicing chinese letter writing :D
its all related to BOF! (:

Joanna's gong han :

本人是居住在智厚家的移民居民。特殊此函是要投诉我家附近的那个黑人，她天天不冲凉，全省发出阵阵‘香’味。有一次，我当场目睹她走过一位白发苍苍的老人还得他当场昏倒，至今昏迷不醒。她还污染环境，不停地发出沙沙声，真是吵死人啊！总而言之，她就是疯了。

Jia Ying's si han :

好久不见！(: 我现在在义征的家。SHHHH，他在睡觉措亦不能和你通电话以免吵醒他！
他睡觉是超可爱的啦！别太妒忌了，下次会和他一起出去让你们看看的。

P.S.本人还比照片好看 (:

My gong han :

本人是一名居住在智厚家的女主人。特殊此函是为了投诉我家的女佣，她整天在那里装傻而且还好吃懒做。她还把我的老公（智厚）当作是她的！真是岂有此理啊！希望你能让我换一个不花吃的女佣。不多谢了。

There is still Hui Min and Min Ning's ones but i am too lazy to type them out and i think its not really funny compared to these 3 :D

Imitation of Guem Jan Di's making of Gu Jun Pyo. Lol, look like crap, but thats how he looked like so its okay :D

Ate this new flavour of Potato Chips(salmon with wasabi i think) while trying to chiong for 3D stuff.

But failed badly, i only managed to draw a drawing and left after that.

The biscuits with sweet colourful topping on top x3
I miss it :D
Think i tried to study for chinese while eating this but i ended up using the com that day. Hehe.

Monday ; 01/06/08
Before i knew it, its O Level Mother Tongue already :S
Totally screwed the Paper 1, Paper 2 was fine i think.
I am so prepared to retake the papers at the end of year again, screw it!

Meet the parents session for MYE results at night.
Omg, i feel so damn depressed after taking the results la.

Tuesday ; 02/06/08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA ANG! :)
Jia Ying and I had a surprise for Joanna Ang Mei Ting's birthday :D

But it was sort of a failure cause it was rather obvious due to some reasons!

Whatever it is, i hope she had enjoyed the day x3

I love you! :D

I just realised its the same cake that we bought for Jia Ying's bday last year. x.x

Bday girl cutting her cake (:

Friday ; 05/06/08
My class girls and I went for some English seminar which Ms Yew greatly recommended but well it was boring and boring and useless.
I think 20% of the people there were sleeping, 50% were talking and the rest were either doing other stuff. Very little people bothered to pay attention. LOL.

Joanna, Rebecca, Ting Xuan, Valerie, Shi Hui, Kenneth, John and I went to Tampines 1's Say Cheese for lunch (: Not bad leh! :D
Then, Joanna, Kenneth, Shi Hui and John left for Lit seminar while the rest of us went to Whitesands to accompany Rebecca to cut her hair before playing arcade! :D

Night study at night, boring.

Oreo Cheesecake at Say Cheese.

Some other cheesecake at Say Cheese.

Strawberry Cheesecake at Say Cheese.

Saturday ; 06/06/08
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG ! ♥

Made last minute plans to go Pauline Meinv's house cause i was bored at home -.-''
I was supposed to do work together but i ended up playing computer and sleeping at her house. Hehe.
We had dinner together and met Julian Joker to play arcade again! :D FUNFUN!

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Ever since MYE ended, i have been having sleepless nights. I can't get to sleep unless i lie there for 1h or 2h -.-''
But i found a solution to cut the time shorter (but it only helped for a few days)!
Solution : Take the newspaper out, *yawns*
Helped by cutting the time to sleeping within 30min! (:

Feel like seeing a rainbow suddenly. Melts*

Shall end my post here. I am dead beat cause i took like 1 or 2 hours just to blog this post x.x
p.s. I am so in ♥ with Korean songs now especially SS501 ones. Kim Hyun Joong ♥ .
I shall dream of him later (:

2009-06-06T16:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG <3

omgomgomg, loveees! :D

2009-06-02T20:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA ANG MEI TING/STUPIDITY ANG/MEI TING WO ZUI BEN :D
hope you enjoyed the surprise just now!
x3 you loads! (:

2009-06-01T23:34:00.004+08:00

If you are thinking that you are going to read a happy post, i suggest you close this window.

Depressed mood, sucky mood, whatever negative things you can find in the dictionary explains my mood now. There is so many things going on today that i don't know what to say or start with.
O level paper sucks, MYE results sucks even more, blah blah.

& i hate my fucktard twin brother, he just pisses me off everyday and gets on my nerves every second i see him. Its not because of his results, omg please -.-''

Anyways, thanks a lot to the people who haven't given up on me although i kept throwing their concern away, asking them to leave me alone. Sorry that i tend to keep things to myself cause i really don't know how to explain the things right now..
And yes, i am a coward. I run and hide away from reality.

You can do better without me and i have proved it :)

Asshole, can you lend me a helping hand this time round? Cause i am really confused.

2009-05-31T01:22:00.002+08:00

I never thought i would tell someone about it, but i really felt great after that (:
Thanks for the listening ear, asshole! :D
&i didn't expect myself to be so straightforward with you after not talking for half a year or so?

2009-05-26T18:36:00.002+08:00

CHINESE O'LEVELS IN 5 DAYS TIME.
& i am still using computer like crazy, watching Boys Over Flowers like mad too.
& guess what? I am hoping for a A1 -.-'' wow.

I shall update about everything once its over :)

His words hit me like a ton of bricks once again .
Thats how much it hurt him and i didn't know or realise .
& watching romance drama isn't going to help stop the tears more .

2009-05-21T00:47:00.004+08:00

BOY OVER FLOWERS!
yes, scream for joy for them <3>

I am so going crazy over watching them! :D

Boy Over Flowers <3

Omgomgomg, i love the 2 guys in the middle. <3

Dao Ming Si in Meteor Garden and the Jun Pyo in Boys over flowers.

Don't they look alike?

Wait, i don't like Jun Pyo :P

Anyways, MYE IS OFFICIALLY OVER, yes, like finally. But there is still prelims and O levels. BOO to it! This remind me of the Chinese O level on 1st June. I am so looking forward to it. *roll eyes*

Tuesday - 19/05/09

Angels and Demons movie after the last paper with Rebecca Auw Husband and Yi Jia! :) While, Joanna kukufied, Jia Ying lao gong and Ting Xuan stupidity tan went to watch 17 Again! I want to watch that too lo! Argh.

Anyways, the movie was only okay for me. Guess this genre of show really doesn't interest me a lot. Hurray to romance and comedy type! :)

&I got giddy in the front part where they keep turning the camera sideways and up and down. Hate it, that might be the reason why it wasn't nice. Hehe.

Wednesday - 20/05/09

MARKING DAY :) yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!

I went shopping with Jia Ying lao gong and Joanna kukufied! I bought 1 tube, 1 t-shirt and another off shoulder shirt(its white,wow)

We met at 2pm for subway as lunch and went to Bugis's new mall called I something, i don't know how to spell so too bad. There was nothing for us to buy there so we left in 30min time. Next to Far East Mall and thats where i bought all my stuff (:

Joanna kukufied had to go off first at 6pm going 7pm cause she had to meet her friend while me and Jia Ying lao gong went off to Marina Square to shop again! Had our dinner there and she bought a shirt for her brother before we left. Tired to the max, but fun!

Its been 1000000 years since i last shopped i think.

Anyways, Danica, Eihuan, Roseanna and Amelia went to Far East first then to Bugis. While we went Bugis first then to Far East. How coincidental is that? :)

I have to go sleep now, there is still school tomorrow! :( I don't want to get my results back!

Good Nights!

2009-05-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

I am very disappointed in myself :(

2009-05-10T14:13:00.003+08:00

I think i lost count of time after another overnight ~~study~~ slacking session again .

Saturday & Sunday 09-10/05/09
I met my last customer's uncle at 3.30pm . happppppppyyyyyy ^^

Headed over to Tmart Mac to meet Yu Ying, Kathy, Jing Yu, Valerie Bimbo and YY's friend, Jun Hong to study at 7pm :)
Intial plan was to go at 6pm then buy Jing Yu's bday cake, but we all ended up being late. Typical of me and YY to be late.

Studied for the first 5h all the way till 12am. Then we decided that we didn't studied much so we stayed on to study overnight. &it failed horribly.
Motto for the day between me and YY; 坚持到底!
The motto didn't work much :/ But its fun creating motto to motivate each other :D
Previous mottos were like: Do or die, You can do it, 最后一次的冲刺 :)

We had a mini-celebration for Jing Yu at 12am for ~~Mother's Day~~ his 16th bday :)

One by one(ming whee,LOL), they all left. Jun Hong left at 1am, Kathy left at 2am, Valerie left at 3am, Jing Yu left at 4am. Leaving only me and YY to rot there, heh. We had breakfast and continue talking all the way till 5.15am. Heh, it was so fun talking. Then, we decided to walk home.

Ohhh ohhh, before that we met 2 ah bengs. Then when YY went to the toilet, they were like.. Eh, you go ask leh, the friend go liao. So the short one came over to me.
Short one: Ehh ehh ehh, i want your friend, no no no no(shakes his head and hands in a very fast manner), my friend want your no.
Me: *wants to laugh at such a timid ah beng but i controlled myself* No.
Then, they left.
HAHAHAHAHA, laughed like mad when i told YY about it.

Me and YY walked out of mac and it was drizzling. Then we decided nvm la, nth will happen.
&it got bigger and bigger. We started rushing like mad.
*BOMB*
I was running ahead of YY so i didn't know what happened.
I was thinking, did she fell? Omg, will it be like Valerie's one? So bloody? Oh no. &i turned around.
Papers and papers flying all about. LOL, false alarm. Then, i burst out into laughter while helping her to pick the notes up. I know it was bad of me but the whole scene was just so DRAMA-MAMA. hahahahahaha!

Almost the whole way to 201 Mac, i was laughing like crap. Opps. Rain rain rain rain and we started walking home again at 6am when it stopped :D

I slept all the way to 12pm till all my relatives came over and the house was noisy and packed like mad.
The moment i woke up, I started eating the varieties of food all over the dining table.
Laksa, Sushi, Shepherd Pie, Kuehs, Mee Fen, Cheese Baked Potatoes, Chicken Wings, Chocolate Mother's Day cake, etc.

Studies plan with Ming Whee and Jing Yu failed cause we couldn't find 1 more person. Plus, i am still darn tired from last night. I need sleep! :)

My cousins is having second round of food again but i am still full like crap x.x
Tata, i am off! :D

OH OH ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING YU GOOD FRIEND(and mother for the day)
AND
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS :)

2009-05-09T01:18:00.004+08:00

This phobia i had, is back.
~~Trust~~
this isn't a good place to blog about things things. Off to my another blog.

2009-05-08T14:45:00.003+08:00

OUCH! i bite my tongue just now while ~~talking~~ typing to talk to Valerie Bimbo on MSN :(
okay, that doesn't really hurt anymore now.

I think i screwed up my MYE papers badly, to be precise, very badly i think :(

5th May - Science Practical
omg, my physics was haywire. &chem was crap. I seriously have phobia of heating the test tubes :(
Stayed back in school after that to study with the usuals ; Ming Whee rawr, Jing Yu good friend, Huang Jie suaner king. Add in Yu Ying and Kathy too. Was there John? idk.

6th May - English Paper 1/2
Paper 1 was crap. I didn't even know what i was writing. Paper 2 was screwed up cause i only explained about 1 organisation. There wasn't enough time for me :( Compo always takes up most of the time and it still sucks. Great.
Stayed back with the usual 3 again. They can really make people laugh like crap :D Jing Yu laughed non-stop for 3 whole min and got his stomach hurt like crap while i only laughed for 1min and it already hurt like mad.

7th May - Chinese Paper 1/2
Everything went pretty well for paper 1 except during the last part where i didn't have enough time to make a good ending paragraph about the importance of Honesty. Damn, there goes my A1 for it. Letter writing should be okay cause i spent 1h doing it. Great great great great.
Stayed back with the usual 3 again. Add in Yu Ying, Kathy, John and Hui Min.

Met up with Yu Ying and Wai Yan at night to study at 201 Mac. Jing Yu didn't come cause he had a tummy upset :O shit more! laugh more!
don't turn over, its crazy for the eyes to meet.
8th May - SS/E.maths
I was in luck when i saw Globalisation coming out :) Super super happy, so was Jordy Lim. He was smiling like crap when he saw that. In fact, he told me there was globalisation before i even saw it. You all should have seen his smile, looked super like a big kid. Add in the short and neat hair that he cut recently, super duper 100% small kid.
E.maths was crap, i lost like 13 marks. Damn it! :( Must buck up for Paper 2 if not that Pin Kwang PK will get ahead of me and laugh like crap.
Didn't stayed back today cause i didn't feel like it. Probably cause of the stupid Maths.
not again.
I am lazy to put colour today or anything much today. Boring.
Guess i am not in mood to do anything today.

I should stop getting irritated so easily and flare up. Argh, but i can't help it.
But i guess its ok to be angry at things that you think it isn't your fault.
Heh, Chinese comprehension passsge,
凡事都要看两面，才会清楚.
P.S. i am not talking about HM here if you guys are wondering.

2009-05-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

I don't think i should be blogging, but i feel like it.
But before the clock strikes 0000, i will stop blogging.
My eye lids have been twitching non-stop since last week. Something bad is really happening but i don't know what. Omg, die.
I am doing my freaking 3d file AGAIN and 0 pages have been added to it for the past 30mins. Screw it.
I feel that i am not in the examination mood, still playing and happy-go-lucky-ing.
I want to run away from the reality :S
I think i am abit screwed up in my head these days. I keep getting high for no reasons, smiling to myself at some random things that i thought of. Omg, i am crazy.
I keep eating chocolate every night and it sorts of pacify me. Omg, this is crazy.
It feels weird to see some people now, very weird.
It feels so hard to tell people thing now. ~~Trust~~
&exams started today.
The paper-y stuff starts tmr. Damn it. Compo, Compre. Zzz.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MID YEAR TO END but i barely started.
Time is up, bye!
Back to work :(

I saw the look that you gave, its just different. Filled with hate/anger/idk. Sorry.

2009-05-02T20:22:00.003+08:00

Life have been hectic for the past few days? :)

& its all about studying and chionging my 3d file or watever.

I am like a nocturnal animal already, sleeping at 2/3/4/5/6am is no longer a biggy for me(ok, it was no longer a biggy to me longgg longgg ago)

Anyway, Exams in 2 days time. Scary, omg.

SATURDAY&SUNDAY(03-04/05)

I studied overnight with Pauline Meinv, Julian Joker and Pang Wen Good Boy at Changi Airport T2 Mac at 12am.

Heh, nothing much to say for that day except that at 3am or 4am, the whole mac was full of 'dead corpses'. Should have taken a picture of the super ~~wonderful~~ unglam sight, heh.

& i was super obsess in taking a nice picture of .....

Lakerol. But this was the best attempt out of my 101 attempts?

(later you will know why i wanted to take it, heh)

We headed off to the interchange to take bus at 5.40am or so cause meinv said that there was bus now._. But meinv and good boy ended up sleeping there while waiting for the first bus which was at 6.15am -.- Me and joker were wide awake, probably because i forced him to talk to me caused i wasn't sleepy.

Headed off home and knocked out immediately not, i still bathed and went online till 8am before heading to my slumberland. Anyways, joker and good boy also went online so i was not the only one -.-''

In the end, i ended up waking at 6pm -.-

Played com and slacked awhile for working so 'hard' for last morning before heading over to meinv house again with beatrice this time round! :D

Studied, ate supper, played computer from 11pm-5am and knocked out all the way to 3pm going 4pm.

I continued playing computer after eating our lunch and did some questions on chem before i headed home at 7pm or so :)

Anyways, Beatrice managed to take a clear picture within 1 shot -.-''

& i wasted like damn long taking it...

& this was what i wanted to show, note the highlighted box;

Excessive consumption may cause latative effect.

I ate almost 1/2 the box of the Lakerol within 2h and nothing happened. HEHE, not fun one.

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SOME RANDOM PICTURES :)

Valerie Bimbo's 16th bday cake, so pink and pretty right ! :)

Roseanna's 16th bday cake too :)
Durian cake!

Ei Huan boyfriend, Danica Dimple, Roseanna and I went to some jap restuarant to celebrate Roseanna's bday.
Anyways, it was so buffet la so we took a lot of food before settling down. There are still some at the sides.

Shall end this post with Rebecca Auw husband and her 8 hands :)

I don't remember posting it before anot but it doesn't harm to post again right ! :D

back to square.

2009-05-02T19:59:00.006+08:00

27 APRIL 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

thank you to all those who wished me happy birthday in sms in order ;

Kim Meng, Bernice, Valerie bimbo, Ei Huan boyfriend, Roseanna, Pang Wen good boy, Pauline meiv, Ting Xuan loser, Danica Dimple, Jordon chao lao, Li Lin purple, Jonathan, Iris, Kamini mama, Darren Pang, Jia Yi huhu, Li Jin lili, Shaun, Jia Xin, Joanna Ang kuku, Wen Rui, Jia Ying lao gong, Zai Yong slacker, Shang Zhi wuliaoren and Shelia :D

thanks to all who wished me in person but i cannot remember who already, there are too many.

sorry sorry!

Anyway, I woke up at 5.30am and couldn't get back to sleep not because i was excited or anything. It was due to a freaky horrible dream about someone stealing my phone and all. Scared the hell out of me.

I went to school and got to skipped duty cause it was my bday :D

Entered the class and saw 1 cake on my table and a bag of presents from class ppl ;

Rebecca auw husband, Kenneth, Li Lin purple, Si Ying bluey, Ming Whee, Valerie Bimbo, Min Ning, Hui Min, Ting Xuan loser and Yi Jia. (did i miss out anyone? tell me if i did cause no one told me who it was from!)

Then Valerie bimbo passed me another small mini PINK chio(as said by her) bag from Victoria Secrets :)

We bring it out tgt when we go out! hehe, it will be damn cool la :D

After some Chinese intensive reading class, Wai Yan gave me a box of Ferro Roche.

Lesson was boring, nothing gets in my head except the stupid dream i had.

During recess time, i went to 4A to check smth with danica dimple and saw....

Jia Ying lao gong carrying a bag of PINK box and we were stunned when we saw each other.

hehe, damn surprised to see her with my present la cause she apologised to me during chinese intensive for forgeting my bday. Her expression was like so real that i believed her la! omg, touched like crap at this part. Love both of you!

So sorry that i broke your surprise that you and Joanna Ang kuku had for me :/

Anyways, i will play the present that both of you give me after MYE :)

I totally forgot about Pauline's bday cake for me until she came in the class telling me :O

omg, such a blurhead.

So i went out the class and cut the blackforest cake with my twin brother and Pang Wen good boy who was the bday boy the next day :)

blackforest cake :)

blowing candles x.x

omg, i look like i have bangs in this picture!

finally, a formal one :)

After 4d2 ppl saw me with a cake from 4c ppl, they had a very very great idea.

They decided to cut the chocolate cake and sing song for me too. In the end, i got caked by those evil girls on the face. Even my shirt and skirt got to 'taste' the cake -.-''

Trust me, i will never ever forget it. Don't let me do it on your bday or you will die *evil smile*

& thanks to them, i was filled with chocolate smell the whole day!

I took damn long to clean up la and julia passed me a wang wang for my bday present. HAHA, random!

I got so sick of it that i didn't eat chocolate the whole ~~month~~ day. Heh, I started eating it again the next day -.-''

the disgusting cake after everyone have poked their fingers in ._.

i didn't manage to take the real pretty cake!

After Assembly, i went back class alone after talking to Pauline Meinv. When i was walking towards the class, i saw 2 crazy women, Min Ning and Valerie Bimbo, saying "come liao come liao"(smth like that). Once bitten, twice shy so i thought it was going to be the cake fight again. I took precaution before entering the class and......

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH/WEEEE/WATEVER SOUND YOU CALLED IT", everyone in the class(i think) was screaming or cheering? LOL. Weird and funny class i got but still, another surprise when i was supposed to know it cause i took precaution -.-''

Packed my stuff and went to meet Red Cross friends ; Ei Huan boyfriend, Danica Dimple, Roseanna and Amelia for another round of celebration :D

I had blueberry cake this time round, lucky it was not chocolate. *phews*

Sec 4 express classes had chinese night lesson, like what the hell for a bday right. Heh, that happened to Yi Jia last week. So sian la!

It ~~ended soon~~ took forever to end and Valerie Bimbo, Yi Jia, Hui Min, Kathy, Jordy, Pin Kwang, Wiranata, Kenneth and me took Ming Whee's father lorry home! :)

lucky lucky lucky, if not i don't know who to lug the presents home. Heh.

Wiranata helped me carried halfway till the Mrt track there before going home tgt with Jordy, thanks a lot!

errr.. kenneth yeow? LOL.

snap snap!

Reached home and something bright, striking, eye-catching caught my attention. It was a HOT PINK bag from Pauline Meinv and youngest brother.

Omg omg omg, damn touched la. Pauline Meinv was like apologising the whole time for not being able to buy my present on time and all.

& the best best best part was it was my youngest brother who contacted him to share present together. Loveeeeeeeeee him man!

All the presents for now :)

I know, the pink soft toy very cute right!

& its damn PINKY there :D

Anyway, if you take a closer look, there is 2 SWEET dispensers(?)

THANK YOU TO..

Rebecca Auw husband, Kenneth, Li Lin purple, Si Ying bluey, Ming Whee, Valerie Bimbo, Min Ning, Hui Min, Ting Xuan loser and Yi Jia for the cake, kinder joys and the 2 shirts! (anyone else? idk)
Valerie bimbo for the PINK chio(said by her) bag from Victoria Secrets! The box was damn pretty la!
Wai Yan for the box of chocolate!
Pang Wen good boy and Julian Joker for the PINK soft toy, its damn cute la!
Pauline Meinv, Beatrice, Rebecca Teo blurblur, Julian Joker, Eugene Ng Guai Kia, Zai Yong slacker for the cake! (did i miss out anyone for this too?)
Julia for the wang wang! random!
Ei Huan boyfriend, Danica Dimple, Roseanna and Amelia for the cake and i will choose my present soon :)
Pauline Meinv, Rebecca Teo blurblur and youngest brother for the HOT PINK bag!
Richard for the online blogshop bag which have not arrived!

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FAMILY CELEBRATION :D

Wei Chong and me :)

Family #1.

Family #2.

2009-04-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY 16TH BDAY SO ENJOYABLE :)
loveeeeeeee you people man !

there is so many people to thank, so many things to be blog but i don't think there will be enough time today!
still, loveeee you all x10000!
you all know who you are!

i shall blog about the people and presents this weekend or smth!
thanks a million :D

lets just be a freaking stranger from now on,
i don't even wish to know you now.
you have changed so much that i don't know what to say, what to do with you.
perhaps, its me who changed but.. (i don't know).
disappointment, 2 different stories, who should i believe?
if you want, call me and explain before i die guessing it or hate you to a million pieces that i don't even wanna be your friend.
gross much.

2009-04-24T22:03:00.004+08:00

D-I-L-E-M-M-A!
part of my body tells me to sleep now cause i am so freaking tired after 4h of sleep each day, another part of my body tell me to continue playing and another part of my body reminds me that i have to study .
obviously the playing part won if not i wouldn't be here :)

I shall blog about some things that have been going on for the past few days.

Saturday(18/04/09)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIN PURPLE :)

I met up with pauline meinv and rebecca teo blurblur to study first before meeting yu ying to study at 2am.
& we went to TMart Mac to study till 6am going 7am.
I did some drawing for 3D animation, studied chpt 8, did a amaths ws and english compo corrections and did not feel sleepy at all.
achievements, claps :D

Sunday(19/04/09)

I slept till 12pm before heading out to meet primary school friends ; Wen Rui, Hui Wen, Gu Xie, Quan Long, Koh Lean.
We ate at Ramen Ten and they gave me a 'surprise' bday celebration which i already expected it cause we always meet up for that kind of occasion only.
but still, thanks alot! :) loveee you people!
Ohhh, the strawberry soda was nice :D
(took a picture of it, shall upload it soon)

Monday(20/04/09)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI JIA :)

Speech day rehearsal in the afternoon, hot like crap.
Chinese night lesson was boring.
1 gong han and 1 si han.
omg ._. my brain cells are dying at a very fast rate.

Wednesday(22/04/09)

Paper 2 for E.maths Mock Test was a killer.
I don't think my 70/80 Paper 1 can pull the results up to a A1.

Early Birthday celebration for Wei Chong and me cause my parents are overseas on my bday :(
We ate at some seafood restaurant near the old turf city there.
& family photos were taken as usual .
(shall upload them soon!)

owwww, my youngest brother Wei Huat wanted to buy Wei Chong and I a shirt from UNIQLO! but my mother said don't need :(
heh, so i asked him to buy me a backpack for me to bring to school and use!
& he agreed so readily. Love him to the bits and pieces man! :)

&my grandmother is so sweet!
she told wei huat, wei chong and I to go eat sushi on this coming Monday and she is going to treat us w/o going herself. But i feel so bad to 'abandon' her and grandfather at home to eat cause they don't like jap food while we go and enjoy ourselves :(

Thursday(23/04/09)

& both me and Joanna broke 2 big test tubes during Chemistry ._.
now i damn freaking scared of chemistry practical and ms yeo la, she is like darn fierce.
omgomgomg, i hate chemistry practicals although the are quite cool at times :(

3D Animation O level practical sucks to the core, as usual.
I am so not getting my A1 for it already. *waves a big hand of bye bye to it*

Friday(24/04/09) ; Today

Speech Day was horrendous, the flag party were ~~perfectly~~ alright during all the rehearsals till the NCC Air sir pop out from no where today for the 1st time.
&he was totally living his own world yet all of us were just 'jumping' behind him -.-''

Tired to the max right now and i dunno why i am still using the com ._.
bahhhh, i shall go sleep or fb more or do smth else.

2009-04-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

Omg, i have been blogging continuously for days /:
wonder what does that means?
too much free time..? nothing to do..?
heh, i just feel relax/less stressed after blogging i guess :)
what a weird feeling for doing something like this ?

just here to say that,
i am going overnight studying again after so long :)
going to meet pauline and rebecca first den meet Yu Ying at 1am or 2am to study._.
I think we should be studying till 6am, for the first bus :D

Meeting with primary school friends tmr at 1pm,
been 1234567 years since i meet them :)
Think it is going to be lots of suaning of each other and o level stuff *sighs*

I think i am going to die horribly and badly for this coming week. Ming Whee keep saying how bad it is going to be and it affects me too :O
*take it as a motivation, motivation*

2009-04-18T18:12:00.004+08:00

BOOOO!
I finally changed my blogskin, found it kind of cute :)

I am still not working hard!

Pang Wen, Richard, Jing Yu, Gim Ann, Beatrice, a few more which i forget who...
have been telling me this :

淑婷，你行的！
You can do it!

LOL, but i aren't doing anything.

Still thinking whether or not to meet Yu Ying later,
but she said she will contact me again, shall see how then :D

Ming Whee just asked me what tests are there for next week and i just remembered that there are

6 tests + 1 exam!!!

Geog test - memorising...
Chem test - QA, totally going to die for it. I dun understand :(
Chinese test - should be okay :)
Phy test - Electric circuit and dunno what, DIE also. I copied 1/2 of this chpt for wb ._. I don't understand too :(
E.Maths mock exam - should be okay :)
E.Maths test - Vectors, should be okay too :)
3D animation - what to do??!!

OMG, ~~i am off the com to study now,~~

maybe later at night, facebook first!

byeeeeeeeee ~

2009-04-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

OH OH!
i just saw the css3 commercial about it going to be previewed again.
&this reminded me of my youngest brother appearing on TV for dunno how many times in 2 days -.-''
once for css3 and another for dunno what school's sport musical the next day._.

anyways, school was boring so was night class!
but nevertheless, quarreling with Rebecca Auw husband was fun! HEHE.
&&she is so sweet la, she bought for me KINDER JOY with surprise for me during night study(not everyone have okay, only for me and Joanna Ang but she didn't came so ting xuan took it)!
I had Kinder Joy twice and both were given by friends :)
woooohooooo, the world isn't that bad after all!

Sometimes, this kind of little little surprises make one happy :)
thank you husband! :D

2009-04-16T18:52:00.004+08:00

I feel motivated maybe just for a day, but i hope not.
Stayed back after 3d animation exam today with Yu Ying and John to improve on my journal.
Just like what I expected, we I ended up not doing much productive work again.
We had a chat with Mr Lee and he gave us some motivational talk(i think).
Took a look at Justin's fabulous and magnificent scene and it totally owned me to the MAX. (take it as a motivation, shu ting, yes it is, it must be._.)

Anyways, John Lee is the best man -.-''
I told him and YY something and he told Mr Lee about it when we stayed back just now.

Before animation exam,
Mr Lee: Okay, it is 12.46pm now, you all can start.
Me(to myself): Start what?! *flips my portfolio and stare for a minute before doing crap*

& ~~i think that~~ Mr Lee was totally shocked when he heard that .
Yeah, i did absolutely nothing for two and a half hour today, great job shu ting.

I MUST REALLY START WORKING, YES, DOING PRODUCTIVE WORK.
I cannot afford to waste any more time, time is slipping away so quickly like a running tap water.
this shall be my catch phrase ; 淑婷，你行的！

I have been sleeping at time slot ranging from 2am-4am this whole week and its killing me.

FACEBOOK IS NOT WORKING AGAIN :(
damn it, it always don't work for me only !
i am losing Rebecca auw already !

2009-04-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

ALERT!

Amaths Mock Test was a killer paper today, left half of the Questions undone yet i am still hoping for a pass. WOW, shu ting, amazing -.-''

3D animation turn to kill me now, i better get to work.

School sucks , life sucks even more with it.
I am going cranky like Valerie Bimbo, argh.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

2009-04-13T00:14:00.004+08:00

BOOO , I AM GOING CRAZY AFTER READING THROUGH 39 PAGES OF SS CHPT 2!
cause i didn't even get a single crap in my head .
to the hell with ss, so freaking hard.

Friday a.k.a GOOD FRIDAY
There wasn't any plans to go out till.....
Yu Ying called me out for a movie, handsome suit, cause both of us didn't want to stay at home cause its like a freaking good friday!
I thought it might be awkward for us to go out tgt but who knows, it turned out pretty well :)
well, the movie was GREAT too :D

Saturday
I rotted at home the whole day, great .
& cancelled 2 appointments -.-

Sunday
Studying at Jia Ying's house! :)
It was great catching up with her since we haven met for ages with just the 2 of us!
bahhh, but i didn't studied much.

I AM HAPPY cause Jared won the ccs3 :D
he is darn cute la!
anyways, my youngest brother went to support Ai Jia(cause she is the same sku as him-.-) and he was on the TV like dunno how many freaking times just now ._.

p.s. i haven thanked Jia Yi and her sis for this but i guess its not too late! thanks alot for giving me the nokia earpiece :)

p.s.s. i need to stop playing fb so much x.x

p.s.s.s. my eye bags are getting bigger but valerie bimbo got smth for me to remove it -.- thats what she said.

p.s.s.s.s. i really need to study now x.x (oh well, back to fb!)

p.s.s.s.s.s. i need to start controlling myself to not talk unnecessary things and flare up.

2009-04-11T02:05:00.002+08:00

Hello, i am a retard.
I bet 90% of my brain cells were lost after writing the compo "Bonds" .
gaaaaaaa, i am too tired to typed or blog already!
shall blog another day den :)

2009-04-09T23:26:00.005+08:00

RANDOM !

school sucks pretty much this week (maybe not just this week but every week) .

anyways , here are a few jokes and lame shit stuff from class ._.

#1.
Ting Xuan : Yi Jia , why do you like this pencil box?
Yi Jia : Actually i don't really like it. Its black, its dull, its old, its hairy.
Ting Xuan : That means you don't like Shu Ting.
Yi Jia & Me : *laughs like mad during amaths lesson till our names were called by mdm tan -.-*

#2.
Mdm Fadilah : *after teaching about development* okay, lets ask some Q :) hmmm, wheres Jeremy Chua? *weird face*

#3.
Mrs Fong : I always like to draw maze for my son to play. *draws a circle and some roads like our school roundabout*
Richard : Mrs Fong , a maze always has an exit.
Mrs Fong : ohh, the exit and entrance are both at the same.
Me : *so all this while what have the son been playing? ._.*

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Great , i am in the Speech Day again this year.
I am so going to embarrass myself again in the flag bearer contingent ._.
I did it twice and embarrassed myself twice by doing some silly mistakes .
argh , so screwed up la.
There's going to be rehearsal next monday for flag bearer and full dress rehearsal for everyone on next Friday.
gotta pay attention so that i don't screw things up again!

Its Good Friday tmr, HOLIDAY :)
I don't know why but this holiday seems so fake, so unreal.
I feel like going out , but i don't know where to go.
heh, i miss rebecca auw all of a sudden! (random)

ohh ohh, shall meet jiaying this weekend :)
its been 1234567890 years since i last met her to come out , heh.

shall go and play......

FACEBOOK :)

super addictive and what la , oh crap .

2009-04-05T16:08:00.001+08:00

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , attempts to find a new blogskin failed badly .
shall just stick with this one for the time being ,
but i am super sick of it already la ! :(

2009-04-05T15:07:00.002+08:00

i feel so B-O-R-E-D!
i seriously gotta study later and do up all my pending homework :(

anyways, my parents and grandparents are back from Malaysia!
yes, shall not stay out so often anymore! (:
study study study (yah right) !

cause i can see that you are starting to adapt ,
i no longer see the point for me to go back in to the picture again .
i don't wish to repeat the same mistakes ,
i don't wish to be the one who hurts people over and over again .
this scenario is so similar to the past .

2009-04-04T23:45:00.005+08:00

BOOOO !
haven been blogging much cause of the crazy workload in school .
guess i will only be blogging on weekends from now :)

monday -
skipped red cross trg in order to buy Valerie Bimbo's present!
caught Confession of a Shopaholic with joanna and jiaying :)
been long since i went out with them , they are still as crazy as ever !

tuesday -
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE BIMBO AND EUGENE NG GUAI KIA :)
these 2 who plays mahjong really slowly...
HAHA .

wednesday -
2.4km in the morning , sucks like crap .
been !@#$%^& years since i run 2.4km .
14.30min :S
deproved by 1 min but i guess its not bad for a person who haven run for a year? ._.
stayed back in school for 3d animation after sku , boring .

thursday -
3d animation exams till 3pm +
(oh oh, i did my snowman! its super cute la! was so happy with it that i squandered the rest of the time playing afterwards-.-'' fyi, i only did it for 45min)
NAPFA test for girls afterward .
i am still aching all over now ._.

friday -
chinese mock exam from 1.15pm - 3.30pm .
went to meinv house for a rest before heading back for EL night study :(
wanted to catch Detroit Metal City after that with meinv and pang wen good boy but failed .
why must it be NC 16 !@#$%^

saturday -
meet customer in the afternoon and meinv came over to my house to do work tgt :)
i did EL proposal and some of my 3d snowman tutorial .
had dinner at cs foodcourt , sucks .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANICA DIMPLE :)
stay happy , cute and continue pressing your other dimple !

sunday -
i dunno what to do !

p/s. this coming monday is going to be a really bad day .
Amaths Quiz chpt 15.1(i forget to bring my txtbk home..)
CL oral at 2.30pm ,
CL night study at 6pm-9pm -.-''

problems after problems , great .

2009-03-28T15:51:00.003+08:00

TAN TING XUAN'S 16TH BDAY :)

RANDOM ;

look at tingxuan's beautiful nails done by me and ang *winks*

don't kill me rebecca !
blame ang and tx and the rest :O

the pile of clothes when my mother was away for 4 days -.-''
it was twice the height of the washing machine if i added those on the floor..
freaking gross out .

2009-03-28T15:09:00.002+08:00

First week of Term 2 passed just like that .
yes , so did the March Holidays :(
sighs , i missed it man .
went out every single day without fail ._.

anyways, i went to watch The Unborn ytd instead of Detroit Metal City or Confession of a Shopaholic with meinv and pang wen good boy(hey! i got a name for you) after collecting Common Test result.
freak it, the first E8 in my report book thanks to my humanities .
& i swear not to watch any horror movie any sooner .
i was practically the only one screaming throughout the whole movie la.
1/2 of the movie was me closing my eyes and covering ears .
anyways , i didn't even watch but i screamed when the main character(what was the name again? i don't even know) screamed too . YAY ME .
ohhh , and that freaking meinv kept laughing at me for screaming .
the whole theater is filled with her laughter throughout the whole movie too -.-'
Good boy was just as steady as ever, urgh.

pictures up for the next post!
byeee :D

2009-03-17T16:46:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHH ,
talking about friday the 13 which was supposed to be a bad day.
more of monday the 16 is a BAD DAY la!

i lost my earpiece ytd :( I NEED IT BADLY! HOW TO TALK/LISTEN TO MUSIC! ARGH. anyone has an extra eyepiece for Nokia phone?
pauline and me got screened by the police -.-''
Jordon pangseh me for movie. okay, more of my fault this time but its still considered a bad thing!
A fruitella melt in my bag! eeeeyurrr, so dirty and sticky!

watever, suay things please don't come to me again ! :(

I WANT THESE NOW :

EYE-ROLL-ON from garnier.

i need to remove my mount everest eyebags!

yes, they are that big !

ear piece for my phone!

so hard to talk on phone w/o it!

looks desperately at pauline meinv!

we need to get sell of the FODs faster so that i can buy these things :D

i am broke like crap!

2009-03-17T15:33:00.004+08:00

REBECCA TEO BLURBLUR BDAY CELEBRATION :)

from Vivo to Raffles City ;

meinv and her dunno what face ._.''

Rebecca blurblur , Julian Joker , me , Pang Wen ! :D

CANDID PICTURES TIME ;

the model wannabe !

errrr.... learn from the model more?

OPPPS.

yet again...

peek-a-boo! :D

dinner at Billy Bombers ;

the happy birthday gurl :)

to Haagen Dazs for the ice-cream cake ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL ! :D

GROUP PCTURES TIME + JUMP SHOT ;

Yu Quan , blurblur , meinv , pangwen , joker !

darren pang , zaiyong slacker and I didn't jump .

dunno why the 2 guys didn't jump ,

but i got a reason, i was wearing skirt ! :)

Group Picture #1

Group Picture #2

2009-03-15T01:27:00.007+08:00

OVERDUE PICTURES TIME :)

CNY FOOD ;

thats my cute grandfather :)

DADDY'S BDAY CELEBRATION :D ;

sushi 'bday cake' made from the chef! :)

family photo #1

family photo #2 ; funny and act cool brothers !

i look like the only idoit twisting -.-''

family photo #3

happy birthday boy :)

my daddy is so cute !

SAKAE OUTING WITH 4D2 PEOPLE ;

gyoza arranged so nicely :)

after 10min.... only

RANDOM ;

<3 rainbow :)

TWILIGHT ! :)

EDWARD CULLEN !!!!!

I WANNA READ MY ECLIPISE :((((

2009-03-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

back from REBECCA TEO BLURBLUR bday celebration :)
exhausted to the max !
walking home in the rain alone is so funnnn !
shall do it more often ! :)
will blog about the celebration after getting pictures from darren pang !

Common Test is finally over but not the O level :(
so no break yet , argh .
screwed up 3D animation , SS/GEO paper and English :S
but i got 40/40 for emaths which was a surprise i think. (lol at Ming Whee's idea)
well hope everything will be okay for the other papers :D

Plans for this week :
Sunday - K box with edwina HCB at suntec ! romantic bitching date with her *
Monday - n.i.l
Tuesday - n.i.l
Wednesday - Chem remedial 8.30am-10.30am , Zuo Wen class 1.30pm-2.45pm , GETTING BACK ECLIPSE FROM MR WONG!!!!!! HAPPPYYYYY!
Thursday - Chem remedial 10.30am-12.30pm
Friday - Zuo Wen class 1.30pm - 2.45pm , mahjong at pauline meinv's house?
Saturday - n.i.l
Sunday - n.i.l

hurry ! book me to study/go out/shop(wait i am broke now)/dunno do what!
haha , while ~~stocks~~ slots last!

Work to be done :
- English Comprehension
- English Compo
- Zuo Wen
- Zuo Ye
- 3D animation... (shit this, makes me so stress up over it)
- nth else already right? argh .

I CARN WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY :)
I WANNA READ ECLIPISE NOW ! AHHHHH .
bye , next post will be overdue photos !

2009-02-28T22:11:00.003+08:00

SHU TING IS BEING FREAKED OUT BY STORYBOOKS .
i think there is some weird things that will happen to you..
okays , maybe thats just me only ..
i keep getting...
WEIRD DREAMS like..
- thinking that i am still reading my twilight/new moon book even though i was sleeping (crazy)
- my locker is invested with ants cause i hid lots of tibits & sweets under it ._.
- someone was telling me smth and i tot it was real (maybe i bitched too much , opps :/)
- thinking that i was back to the past (wait long la)
- i saw edward cullen! YAYS (this is the exception of weird one)

& the best thing of all is...
i dreamt of the first 3 things more than one time -.-''
& i have been dreaming almost everyday ever since i read twilight :/
i don't used to get dreams so often .
& i keep waking up now and then at different timings too -.-''

i need a good undisturbed sleep man !
ARGH .

anyways , i had a night study session with pauline on friday night :)
fun fun fun fun fun .
met her at 9.30pm then we bought tickets for he's just not that into you show @ 12.25am .
headed to mac to study while waiting and continued to study at mac after that till 6am before we headed home:D

wooohooooo , finally watched the movie after so long .
not as nice as i expected but well still enjoyed it :D
with the exception of... the irritating guy beside me who was laughing like a madass and saying lame comments .
i swear i wouldn't want a bf like that in the future .

did nth much today except for sleeping and eating :x
talking about eating...
i think i am going to get to 50kg sooner or later at the rate i am going .
i have been eating a lot like sakae buffet on thursday , snacks in class everyday , food when i am reading or playing com ._.
i need to exercise badly ! :/

SHALL GO DO SMTH ELSE ALREADY ,
byeeeeeeeee ~~~

2009-02-21T23:12:00.006+08:00

Friday & Saturday ;
school as usual , boring .
had zuo wen class after school , boring but at least there was meinv (:
went home to bath before meeting up with meinv to do postage and catch up ?
after that we went separate ways ,
i went to stupidity ang's house to bake cookies for fun and stayed over .
too bad jia ying couldn't join us :(
baked from 10pm - 2am .
exhausted like crap man .

couldn't really wake up at 7am to prepare to go school for dmn care and share day
so we were late (as usual) .
teacher's concert was so-so , not as good as i expect it to be .
& the rest of it was just...
food food food game game game .
bazaar finally ended at 3pm .

went out with meinv to meet customer at hougang mrt and we had chicken rice there !
lol , cause we both wanted to eat staple food after a day of junk food ! (:

i went home after that to prepare to go out with family for dinner ,
cause big brother is back from army this week ! :)
hearing about his army life was interesting ,
but i couldn't really absorb much in .

damn tired after a few continous days of sleeping for 4h w/o any afternoon naps .
my eyebags are getting bigger and bigger .
i need to get rid of them .
& the best part is one side is bigger than the other side -.-''

crappppppppp , i dunno what to do already .
but i just know that i don't feel like blogging anymore :)

p.s. screwed 3d animation .

i don't know what you want , but \/\/.
yes , i am pissed .
-
it takes a minute to fall in love with you , forever to forget .

2009-02-18T19:50:00.003+08:00

feeling abit nervous for tmr now......
but not to the stage of super panicky .

i only have 2 tutorials ; fire and house nia .
stab me someone !
i am so dead .

wait till 10pm and you will see a panic-stricken mad woman .
damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn .

okays , maybe nervous level is going up very fast now -.-''

isn't it funny when you the reason to the answer ?

2009-02-18T00:13:00.006+08:00

yes , i am blogging again x.x

just did a little of animation and found out that my animation house look so plain and simple =.=
too bad i cannot paste the picture and i cannot upload it here cause
my computer cannot even use the basic PAINT .
the PAINT PROGRAM that even single shitty and lousy com have , yes thats the one .
i think wei chong deleted it again -.-''
pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed , now i cannot do my tutorials WS well w/o that .
i need diagrams ! ._.

so looking forward to this thursday morning cause there is reading period :)
which means i get to read my twilight ! :D
after that is debate with 4c (i sense a very bad feeling about the mixture but still watever!)
well, hope our class wins :)
but not after recess cause 3d animation exams x.x

& yes , i do look forward to friday after school class now for 1 reason .
cause i get to be in the same class as my meinv ! :D

anyways , this whole week is gonna be so busy !
wed - staying back for 3d! one last day to prepare!
thursday - red cross
friday - chinese zuo wen class after that going out with meinv ?
saturday - bazaar , meeting customers after that
sunday - studying with 1eo6 people? not confirm!

okay , i need to sleep and i wanna read twilight :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeee and nightsssssssss :D

2009-02-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

my meinv wants me to blog so i shall :D

today was the make up total defence day for sunday ,
so all the Uniform groups had to wear their uniform .
super sian , i tell you .
there is always comments on how the red cross uniform looked like on me and blah and blah .
sick of it .
but whatever \/\/
changed out of my pretty white contrasting dress after recess and blah and blah .

Red Cross after school , had intentions of skipping it :/
cause i was worried for my 3d not being able to finish modeling out my stuff before this thursday pratical ._.
okay , that was not the main reason .
main reason ;
i wanted to go out with my meinv ! :D
we both realised that we have never gone out tgt once after school cause we were always busy with our own stuff and much less during the weekends too :/
which sucks badly .
i got so much to tell her !
BUT i still went ahead to red cross with a heavy heart(exaggerating but watever!) ?
overall still it was still enjoyable :)
lovely, impressive , initiative sec 1s i guess ?

i am going to meet her this saturday after school's bazaar ! :D
cause we got to meet customer at hougang !
YAYS , kind of like the idea of it being at hougang cause i get to talk/bitch/crap more with her :)

meet up with customers after red cross ,
rushed like mad to and fro home just to get the goods ,
posted all the postages today too :)
damn tired and exhausted now .

okay , i still have lots of things to do :D

study for a.maths test tmr ; chpt 13 (totally confusing)
do homework , is there any ?
i need my daily dosage of twilight ! (i read it ~~last night~~morning 1am even though i was damn tired till 1.30am! i kept thinking of edward cullen causing me to slpt for 3h only thus the SUPER DUPER HIGH me during red cross early this morning which pissed roseanna off! LOL.)
i need to socialise with people (not like i don't have enough everyday -.-'' , excessive dosage of it is killing me but i like it! ironic but who cares! )
3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d 3d , what else but 3d ._.

okay , i took a quiz on FaceBook (FB) about "are you crazy, fun or BORING!"

like who don't know the answer , but here goes :

Your fun!
You love to just chill with your friends and go to movies and stuff! You are outgoing with your friends but a little bit shy with strangers! All of your close friends know you really well but you are shy with other people. You just like to enjoy the people that you know!

alrights , good nights people :)

i am starting to miss every single thing but i am just going to keep myself occupied with work and work and work but not too much of it :)

2009-02-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

shall blog briefly cause i am lazy and worn out .

friday ;
ITS FRIDAY and its supposed to be the best day of the school week ,
cause its weekend the next 2 days .but cause of the oh-so-wonderful zuo wen class that was supposed to help us get A1,
it became very sucky .
& i don't even think it will help ,the teacher is oh-so-good-not .
she is like teaching us all the weird points .
i don't think i will enjoy my fridays till march which is the end of the 8 lessons of wonderful chinese compo class ._.

saturday ;
anyways, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY (:
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIN JIE TOO !

didn win anything for footdrill competition this year :)
but i guess we gave our best effort !

went over to godmother house for dinner just now .

& the rest of the day was just bored and bored and bored .
was supposed to catch a movie but i didn't in the end .
was supposed to go out with red cross friends in the afternoon but i didn't cause i had to go godmother's house for dinner .
cancelled 2 things today .
sian , regrets , but well , i carn turn back time so forget it :)

ohh , meinv came over to my house to give me a rose just now !
thanks , i love you too ! :D

bahhh , have been reading twilight this few days and edward cullen face keep appearing in my mind whenever i see the name ! :D

sunday ;
no idea what to do tmr but i don't feel like meeting anyone i know ._.
perhaps i should just go and meet blogshop customers .

craps , animation exams in 4 days time .
nothing prepared yet , okay ,
maybe just 0.1% prepared only =.-
cause i have been trying hard to be independent .
& i am starting to be sick and tired of everything .
life sucks .

2009-02-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

Adam Khoo's workshop in just a few hours time :/
& i am so not looking forward to it , not even a tiny weeny of excitement .
but i dunno why .

doing journal now , this week topic is so freaking hard .
i don't get how people do it within the 30min or less in the morning la .
better stop procrastinating and start doing now ,
if not i dunno what time can i sleep tmr ._.
yays , i just wasted 2h doing it -.-''

nights people!
these few days have been enjoyable ~~not~~!

2009-02-01T01:21:00.002+08:00

I AM SO TIRED !
bah , shall have a short post anyway (:

council refreshment course today from 8am - 11.30am ,
as usual , what can i say ?
boring .

met up with pang wen , zaiyong slacker , pauline meinv , dao wen to go Beatrice house to bai nian first (:
eugene ng guai kia joined us later cause he got lit lesson .
then , we proceeded to slacker's house w/o dao wen .
lastly , they came over to my house (:
had dinner at my house and we played zhong ji mi ma cause there were leftover food :D
mee fen + red bean soup was horrible enough .
felt like puking after eating it -.-''
the last bet was between the 3 guys and guai kia lost , to think he added so much chili to the mixture .
he didn't learn from emaths lesson !
P(guai kia eating it)= 1/3
mee fen + red bean soup + chili + chrysanthemum drink , how nice can it be :D
but surprising , no one had a stomachache (:

ohhh , eugene tay , joycelyn , iris , leon , debbie and kenneth also came over to my house at the same time tgt with twin bro to bai nian too .
clashing of 2 groups at the same time ._.

overall it was just bai nian , gambling , eat , play and crap .
& i lost $18 today ._.

still deciding whether anot to go valerie bimbo's house .
maybe catching the wedding game with beatrice and bimbo if i am really going .

byeee , got to go do at least one of my hw before sleeping just in case i really go out tmr :D
should i do english compre or chinese zuo wen or 3d or watever else there is ?

i feel like a fool crying over the same thing over and over again .
i feel like a fool for being so dumb .

2009-01-31T00:27:00.002+08:00

crap , i dunno what to post but life is full of coincidental .

i met julian joker and quan long on my way home ytd near my house -.-''
i met mdm soo on my way home today too ._.

it was so fun after school today ! :D
was supposed to have red cross but i helped out in the class decorations but we ended up doing nth again -.-'' (expected?)
there was only me , rebecca auw my husband as said by ting xuan , ting xuan that crapper , jing yu good friend , ming whee and john .
& we ended up ~~crapping~~ bitching .
opppppppppppppppps .

refreshment course tmr at 8am ._.
& maybe some other places in the afternoon which i dunno where .

lappy is going low battery already , got to go .
not much mood to blog anyways , bye .
i am so tired after sleeping at 2/3am for the past 3 days .

there is many things running through my mind now , i don't who to tell and what to say about it anymore .

2009-01-28T00:47:00.002+08:00

OMG , THIS IS SO COOL .
okay not cool but ......

Did you know that:

1 recycled tin can would save enough energy to power a television for 3 hours.
1 recycled glass bottle would save enough energy to power a computer for 25 minutes.
1 recycled plastic bottle would save enough energy to power a 60-watt light bulb for 3 hours.
70% less energy is required to recycle paper compared with making it from raw materials.
don't believe ? go to http://www.recycling-guide.org.uk/facts.html .

okay , i am more amazed by the 3 points which i highlighted green .

cause its the things which i am using it almost everyday or so .

so everyone GO GREEN !

2009-01-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

YAYS ~

3 CHEERS TO SHU TING :D

she just created a "ways to go green" heading for her 3d research after 20mins or so -.-''

gosh, i should stop procrastinating and start doing work like what Yu Ying said .

but i can't ._.

flashbacks ; thats all i have of you now .

2009-01-27T23:08:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE (:

anyways , i am supposed to be like doing 3d animation now ?
but i think i am stressed till i am just staring into space/chatting/dunno doing what -.-''
(i wasted freakingly 4h doing dunno what the other time, today i dunno how many hours will i waste)
like all this will help me complete my work .
but it just doesn't get into my mind !
this stress is killing me , thanks alot .
EVERYONE , PLEASE STOP DOING 3D ANIMATION !
HAVE A HEART , PLEASE WAIT FOR SHU TING , THE SLOWPOKE ! :(
she is still at her story -.-''

Yong Zheng told me this just now which i think it made sense ;
yonGzhenG` [永鉦] says:
stress is just something u haven't learn to counter
yonGzhenG` [永鉦] says:
i learnt to counter

just got back from malaysia 4h ago or so .
tired like dunno what ,
we were just doing the usual stuff there again .
gambling , eating , playing , sleeping -.-''
youngest brother send me pokemon crystal to play in Malaysia and now i am hooked to it ._.
ohh ohh , i rewatched twilight again with my brother ! ^^
and bedtime stories isn't that nice like what i tot -.-''

anyways , had a great celebration for Ei Huan and Qin Xuan on 23 and 24 Jan :D
super funnnn !
celebrated in school in the afternoon with the other Red Cross people and den night surprise for them !
went Qin Xuan house at ard 10pm plus with Shelia
den next stop to Ei Huan house at 12am with Shelia and slacker (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS :D

i shall start on my animation now if i can ._.

if we could go back to sec 1 , if we could go back to sec 1 , everyone keeps saying this .
making me think that we really can .
but thats so impossible .

2009-01-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

booo , back from dinner with valerie bimbo and her 2 friends (:
ate at CS's foodcourt and the food that i bought sucks .
opppppps .

anyways , sorry to jiaying lulu !
lets go for dinner tgt another day alright ?(:

oh yah , i treat that bimbo to sakae this coming tuesday .
anyone wanna come along ?
shitass , joanna ang kuku has got choir .
shall ask others .

i am too tired to blog anymore , bye !

2009-01-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK
don't you hate this word?
there is bound to be HOMEWORK everyday and its like just the starting of the school .
damn , this is so tiring .
especially 3d animation , its killing me .
my story for it is out already but...
the rest are like shit .

craps , its so busy that i hardly have time to blog/go out/do anything i like .
oh yah , am i suppose to meet ang tmr ?
or else , i will stay home and ....
SLEEEP and maybe do homework cause there are
english compre , chinese wb , chinese compo , 3d animation which is never ending , emaths ex 1.3 , emaths ws , geog wb , physics wb , physics ws -.-' (thats all i think)
thinking about this makes me headache .
bye !

anyways , meinv told me this which i think rhymes !

Hello Stranger , says:
PRETTAYE DOES WONDERS !

ohhh ohhh one last freaking thing ,
i earned $177 :D
i am a happy kid !
yes , pop your eyes out (:

2009-01-08T22:59:00.003+08:00

haven been blogging since a week ago -.-''
this is how long i haven been touching the com ._.
first week of school is sure HECTIC !

red cross trgs will be changed to mon, wed & fri every week till feb or so in preparation for FOOTDRILL COMPETITION :)
anyways , monday's trg was a BLAST !
cadets was so so so super duper great !
for the first first first time , i feel so proud of Red Cross :D
love you alll (for that day) !

3d animation theme is out ;
GOING GREEN IN A FANTASY WORLD .
seriously, i got no idea how to do it .
if you got one , tell me , i will love you so so so much ! x3
practical exams for O'level for this will start in Feb all the way till July or so ._.
which means...
story, characters, storyboard, blah blah blah have to be done within this month -.-''
I SERIOUSLY NEED MORE TIME/BRAIN POWER/WHICHEVER THING THAT IS GOOD.

anyways , HAPPY BELATED BDAY DADDY :)
celebrated it on monday , pictures will be posted up soon (i think) !
got to go do other work for now , bye !

2008-12-26T14:57:00.003+08:00

我对天空说 - wilbert pan wei bo (:

记忆原来都堆在云里了

常常告诉我忘了些什么

所以每一次想见你

你就落下来了

爱情是渐渐变了样子的

束手无策的我向前走

一天一天拭写掉了

我们从前的快乐

但是我还是做同样的梦

思念握住你的手

我的右边座位现在空空荡荡

假装你还是我的

我对天空说你是真的爱我

我喜欢的人之后忘记了我

回忆他一滴一滴

从天上慢慢降落

好像说孩子你别难过

我对天空说你是那么温柔

我深爱的人现在抱着谁呢

雨滴他一次一次

送走了一些寂寞

可是带不走那天你说一句

我爱你

可是带不走你说我爱你

anyone has this song?

send me if you have , thanks <3

actually wilbert pan is not bad after all !

ohhh , to hear this song , scroll down to the btm of my playlist !

dunno why i cannot put it here .

i used to tell the sky that too .

2008-12-26T03:19:00.004+08:00

PICTURES TIME (:

taken during 1eo6 chalet ;

taken in muar ;

woohooo , long corridor (:

my 2 cousins ; wen qing & wen xuan (:

i look so haggard there so i decide to blank my face out! :D

& my cute lil cousin , ah heng , who is damn unwilling to take pic with me .

still look haggard but better than the previous one :P

lalalalalala ~

my belongings after day #1 shopping :)

PINKISH STUFF THAT I BOUGHT ^^

shuangg man ~

CHRISTMAS CELEBARTION AT MY GODMOTHER HOUSE ;

the super big turkey ! :)

i only rmbed to take pics of the bbq after i was so freaky full -.-'

so theres the super big prawns and salmon .

& all the steak was gone , wasted sia , should have taken a pic of that !

ohhh , that freaking bbq thinggy you see there cost $500 over bucks ._.

MERRRY CHRISTMAS :)

p.s. its a real xmas tree okay . dun play play !

i feel like playing this now , bye bye !

2008-12-26T01:32:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL :)
(okays, i am late by 1h or so but just make do with it!)

24/25 dec - wed/thur

met up with meinv, blurblur, slacker, joker & eugene ng guai kia to count down for xmas! :D
we went pasir ris park and slacked/count down .
okay , lazy to elaborate .
just the usual stuff :)

went from 8pm + and we walked home from there by sending each other home 1 by 1 ,
i ended up reaching home at 3.30am ._.
madness but FUN .

ended up slping at 4.30am .
woke up at 2pm by my youngest brother -.-''

used com and went for godmother's christmas celebration at her house at 5pm .
THE FOOD WAS REALLY WOOOLALALA ,
DAMN HIGH CLASS BBQ (not the normal class gathering bbq food)
there was like
- premium beef steak
- prawns which are as big as my hand
- salmon fish , thick and juicy
- marshmallows
- turkey which is like... OMG .
- 2 dunno western vege
- 1 baked potatoes with white cream i think

IN SHORT , JUST SUPERB !

shall post all my unposted photos since dunno when in the next one ,
bye !

2008-12-24T01:39:00.004+08:00

I WANNA GO PLAY SWINGS AT SUNPLAZA PARK OR GO BEACH :)

anyways , i went to mj/bj at meinv's house with blurblur , slacker , weijin horny bastard & darren pang .
blah blah blah ,
i am lazy .
my blog has been dead w/o pics for days and weeks .

OHHH , I AM A KID AT HEART <3

You Act Like You Are 10 Years Old

You are a kid at heart. You never quite really grew up.
You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

Playful and fun, you bring a lighthearted attitude to every part of life.
You're a little irresponsible, but your charm makes up for it (in most cases)!

What Age Do You Act?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.

While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

2008-12-21T03:40:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY - SUNDAY (19-21/12)
meeting for sec 1 camp in the afternoon from 2pm -3.30pm ,
& farewell party for red cross seniors :)
it turned out to be quite a success i guess !
really did enjoyed myself that day :D
we ate honey chicken wings , hotdogs , hotdogs with pineapple , japanese seaweed chicken , chocolate cake and chocolates for bbq!
yyummmmmmyyy ~

after bbq was ....
ARCADE :D
super fun man !
bball shooting again and many more games ! (:
i wanna go again !

everything ended at ard 10pm + ,
& i went to meet up with pauline meinv , rebecca blurblur , zaiyong slacker and julian joker .
caught midnight movie for TWILIGHT !
i think its a MUST to watch this movie man ! (:
edward cullen is so sweet , romantic and handsome in the movie !
(i logged onto facebook and became a fan of edward cullen , robert pattinson , twilight immediately when i saw it)

the show finished ard 2.30 am ,
went slacking ard sunplaza park playing with swings and all that .
& headed off to meinv house at 4am .

sleep , slacked , played mahjong , watching cartoons and more slacking tgt and blah and blah till 8pm .
(i only had 3h of sleep ._.)
before we all parted .
i slacked more again with slacker ard my hse till 10pm
while meinv and blurblur slacked at pasir ris till 10pm + too .

reached home bathed IMMEDIATELY and played computer till now :x

daddy made another last min decision to go back malaysia again which is like in a few hours time -.-''
main reason was to send grandparents back , there is some big occasion today .
ohhh , about the tang yuan thing .
got to go and catch a few hours of sleep before i really get sick .
or maybe just 2 hours cause we might be leaving at 6am ?
crap .

okay , bye !
will be back on monday or so :)
thus all of today and monday's plan will be cancelled !

2008-12-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

feel like years since i blogged ,
but it was only ytd -.-''
heres some jokes to share :D

Party Time

Cool Teenage Martian: I was at a party on Mercury last night.

His Friend: Was it any good?

Cool Teenage Martian: No! It was really boring.

His Friend: How come?

Cool Teenage Martian: There was no atmosphere.

Charity

Fred collected lots of money from trick-or-treating and he went to the candy store to buy some chocolate.

"You should give that money to charity," said the sales girl.

Fred thought for a moment and said, "No, I'll buy the chocolate. You give the money to charity."

Listen Carefully

Morris, an 82 year-old man, went to the doctor to get a physical. A few days later the doctor saw Morris walking down the street with a gorgeous young woman on his arm.

A couple of days later the doctor spoke to Morris and said, "You're really doing great, aren't you?"

Morris replied, "Just doing what you said, Doc: 'Get a hot mamma and be cheerful.'"

The doctor said, "I didn't say that. I said, 'You've got a heart murmur. Be careful.'"

Change

"Ever since we got married, my wife has tried to change me. She got me to stop drinking, smoking and running around until all hours of the night. She taught me how to dress well, enjoy the fine arts, gourmet cooking, classical music, even how to invest in the stock market," said the man.

"Sounds like you may be bitter because she changed you so drastically," remarked his friend.

"I'm not bitter. Now that I'm so improved, she just isn't good enough for me."

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hoped you people have enjoyed the jokes (:

2008-12-15T16:07:00.005+08:00

LOL .

OVERNIGHT STUDYING YESTERDAY WITH MEINV WAS QUITE A FAILURE .

BUT WHO CARES .

I DID ENJOYED MYSELF WITH MY ZI-HIGHING (:

anyways , look at valerie lee bimbo & my pet in pet society !

uber cuteness :D

WHISKY & TRULYME ; HAPPY TOGETHER (:

WOOOHOOO , MY SKIN COLOUR DOESN'T MATCH THE CLOTHES THOU (:

BUT WHO CARES , ITS CUTEEEEE ^^

p.s. the clothes and everything is ard 30k coins in pet society o.o

2008-12-14T17:57:00.003+08:00

tagged by edwina HCB .
how many years since i last do a quiz :D
lucky its a short one .

1) My friends; are bitchy, funny, outgoing :D
2) I’m listening to; my blog song ; ai wo bie zou & tian tian quan .
3) Maybe i should learn; not to think so much and let things go. (same ans as HCB!)
4) I love; me, me and just me. haha.
5) My plan; to go out like siao before the school starts again -.-'
6) I don’t understand; why some things are just so freaking complicated
7) I lost; nothing for today (:
8) People say; lots of rubbish like i do .
9) I'm missing; my cousin in muar ^^ & friends who i haven meet for long too ?
10) Love means; love?
11) Somewhere, someone is; going crazy .
12) I'm always searching for; somewhere where i can find peace & mr right ?
13) Forever seems; too far away from me.
14) I do not want to; stay at home for now
15) My mobile phone; is crazy and mad but i still love it (:
16) When i wake up in the morning; i would always check my phone first?
17) I get annoyed when; i dunno, depends. but i get annoyed easily for now.
18) Parties are; FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, HAPPPPPPPYY, SIAOO!
*POOF!*, 19 went.
20) Today i; stayed at home and my grandparents are back from malaysia.
21) Tmr i will be; ~~mind cafe~~ dunno yet.
22) I really want; go to the beach now and take smth back!
23) I miss; my childhood! yes, i wished i can be like 5 years old now :D play play play and nothing else but PLAY .
24) What is your phone brand?; nokia 5610
25) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?; 019
26) What does the second message in your inbox say?; how much pueraria mirifia does th f cup choco cookies contain? And how much does th pills contain? If i get but th pills and the cookies how much discount can i get? from blogshop customer. so zhun can -.-''
27) Who was the last person you rang?; ubi dental
28) Who was your last missed call from?; slacker
29) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?; lol you ass. later. from hui min ._.
30) Who comes after J?; K Box Ehub
31 to 39 got kidnapped and was thrown to mars for labour work. LOL.
40) Go to your sent messages- see what the 10th message say.; okays(: so cancelled? to beatrice.
41) Who is your network provider?; SingTel.
42) How many messages are there in your inbox?; 818.
43) Who do you have on speed dial 3?; i dont use speed dials
44) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have?; -NIL-
45) Who is the first person who comes after C?; Daddy :D
46) What do you have as your main ringtone?; ai wo bie zou.
47) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl!
i dunno, any bored people like me can do it :D

2008-12-14T03:12:00.003+08:00

gim ann is right ,
i need to turn my clock back to normal ._.
this isn't going to work if i keep on staying up late till 4am or even 6am like ytd .
when sku starts , i will be in trouble @.@

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there are some things which i need to clarify ,
but how do i do that when i made a promise to someone ?
& in order to clarify things out , i have to break a promise yet again ?
damn , this is irritating .
the best solution i have thought of so far is just keeping a distance .
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& sometimes , being best friend doesn't mean that every single shit can be shared .
its like other people secret , not mine .
if its my secret then its fine but its not .
do you get it or do you not ?

2008-12-13T15:18:00.001+08:00

PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED , but i cannot say it out here .
damn, why do i have a freaking twin brother .

2008-12-13T03:16:00.004+08:00

I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING PEOPLE/SANDBAG/WATEVER.
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING.
I FEEL LIKE DOING EVERYTHING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.